LOL thinking about that actually makes me happier! I look forward to aging. I was always told I was "mature" or "had an old soul," whatever any of that means. I just like finding my grove and not feeling like a squirrel running a tightrope trying to remember when the fuck I buried my acorns.
I'll warm up as the day goes on. I always get depressed around birthday season. As I mentioned else where, never felt comfortable being the center of attention.