MortimerLeo
Greenlighter
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- Feb 3, 2017
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Hi, I'm new here and didn't know where to post this....so I'm just putting it here for now. I've taken opiate pain meds on and off (for pain, not to get high) throughout my life. The time before last was for chronic pain (like fibromyalgia) and went on for 14 years. I was on very high doses and finally went thru a rehab program to detox safely. I had no desire to use again but then had an accident and shattered my elbow. I've had 2 surgeries in just over a year and as I know I have a high tolerance for pain meds I've started getting them illegally from friends within the last year. After my second surgery I've started using more and more and have gone up to using from 400-700mgs of oxycodone in a 24 hr period since late Dec '16 - Jan '17. Lately I was even taking up to 30+ Norco and high doses of oxycodone too. I've been trying to cut down but when I cut down too quickly I get really shaky. Obviously with this high of useage constipation is a big issue and working on that with the naturopath I see. Anyway, a couple days ago I ran out of Oxys and had gotten a few 30mg morphine which I used 8 of in one day, along with norcos, then got my Oxys the next morning. So after taking a lot of magnesium tues or weds night I had diarrhea the next morning and then started having blood coming out of my rectum..I've had this happen before and though it was from a burst blood vessel from the large bowel movement. Now here's where I'm looking for help....I also stared getting very shaky yesterday (thurs) and cut down from 21 30mg Oxys on tues to using norco & morphine on weds and then to 19 30 mg Oxys yesterday (thu). I got thru yesterday but was shaky on & off and still have blood coming out of my rectum. I don't wanna go to the hospital but I don't know what to do. Does anyone have any input???