yea i was shootin dope for little over a year... bout 15 months... and i was doin half a g a day... and yea i went to two detox facilities... they fuckin suked so damn much... i basically stayed 4 days and was like ok fuk this im out this bitch n gona go get high... itd be alot easier in them places if they gave ya some shit to do other then sit around watch old ass movies and talk about drugs all day with other addicts... shit the first one i went too was super lax... we could walk out and smoke cigs when ever we wanted to and these girls had someone bring em some weed and we blazed up a little and it helped soo much... hell i guess their hopefully about to pass a medical marijuana bill in WVA that gives it to ppl for opiate addiction which kinda blew my mind having lived here my whole life and knowing how backwards some ppl think...
but for real tho, there were def some times i never thought id be able to stop and didnt see any reason too... but once your able to and you get your mind right for a little bit youll be amazed when you look back at yourself now... just hang in there, shit it took me a fuck load of attempts to finally get it right and had i not caught a pretty serious charge id prob still be fuckin up, guess everyone has that point where its just like enough is enough and your ready to do it... just dont give up, even if it takes ya 100 trys to get clean, eventully itll stick
mabe look into an IOP program... that shit also helped me out soooo fukin much