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Bluelighter
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Hello everyone,
My name is Erlend, and I am a 29year old man from North Norway.
I joined this forum many years ago, but have not been much active.
I write this thread to say hello, and to celebrate the start of my "new life", being clean after many years of depression and IV. abuse. I have always been fond of drugs, and experimented with almost every kind out there. But after the loss of my best friend, who was murdered, I gave up on life and began spiraling downward into heavy abuse. I've spent about 100K dollars, lost all my belongings, burned down a house. And almost died three times, :/
My 20's were horrible years, I spent all my money, time and good health on amphetamines and opiates, sitting alone in a flat shooting up every day. I never thought my life should feel good to live again, but now I've managed to stay clean for three months, and my health is much better. I dream of experiencing the things I have not been able to do yet, like traveling to Amsterdam, meeting a girlfriend, and recording a CD.
Yes, I am a musician, I play guitars, bass, keys, percussion. Compose and record. I love jamming with people, and also having intelligent conversations, over a glass of wine or joint.
As I said, now I've decided to try living the life I always wanted. I'm going to Amsterdam the 15th August, and would love if someone could meet me there.
If anyone want to talk or be friends, please send me a message.
Cheers,
-Erl
My name is Erlend, and I am a 29year old man from North Norway.
I joined this forum many years ago, but have not been much active.
I write this thread to say hello, and to celebrate the start of my "new life", being clean after many years of depression and IV. abuse. I have always been fond of drugs, and experimented with almost every kind out there. But after the loss of my best friend, who was murdered, I gave up on life and began spiraling downward into heavy abuse. I've spent about 100K dollars, lost all my belongings, burned down a house. And almost died three times, :/
My 20's were horrible years, I spent all my money, time and good health on amphetamines and opiates, sitting alone in a flat shooting up every day. I never thought my life should feel good to live again, but now I've managed to stay clean for three months, and my health is much better. I dream of experiencing the things I have not been able to do yet, like traveling to Amsterdam, meeting a girlfriend, and recording a CD.
Yes, I am a musician, I play guitars, bass, keys, percussion. Compose and record. I love jamming with people, and also having intelligent conversations, over a glass of wine or joint.
As I said, now I've decided to try living the life I always wanted. I'm going to Amsterdam the 15th August, and would love if someone could meet me there.
If anyone want to talk or be friends, please send me a message.
Cheers,
-Erl
