Mad Dash
Bluelight Crew
- Joined
- Sep 27, 2005
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I would never post thread like this directly in the forums, but I have had not just regulars calling me but my dearest old friends from the website. I have to apologize. My life recently has devolved into something that nobody would want to go through. My access to the internet has been limited for a while and I have just recently gotten my life back together. SORT OF. I am far from being alive and well but I am also far from being dead and gone. I don't know what my major malfunction is aside from diagnosis but I want to apologize to BL for not being here recently. I have been very focused on myself. And I feel ashamed, I want to be here for those that feel they have no hope left. Those that want to end their lives because they think that they can not be happy any other way. Because that is me... I have watched my friends die, I have seen 12 YO get addicted to heroin, and yet I sit here worried about my old life, the men I served with and the wife I lost. There are plenty here that I can help.
Mad Dash Is back.
Mad Dash Is back.