blue comet
Bluelighter
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A quick back story; I got off valium and ambien in August 2014 after about 4 years of use. I detoxed and was set up with an outpatient center. I didn't find them particularly helpful for my symptoms but I still went.
At the beginning of February I saw the psychiatrist there because I was having major issues sleeping and was still having some anxiety. He suggested gabapentin, telling me that the medication is non-addicting, doesn't cause withdrawal, and would not require a taper. Based upon this, I agreed to start it.
I started at 1200mg per day. As I started it, my depression and anger worsened, so the dose was highered to 2100mg per day. Then things got real bad in terms of depression (very severe) and anger (uncontrollable) that we upped it to 3000mg per day, even though I would usually just take anywhere from 1500mg-2400mg per day. Then the medication began to cause a host of real bad physical symptoms, such as insomnia, bloating/weight gain/uncomfortableness in stomach, numbness, tingling on the right side of my body, insane heart racing, and shaking. It was incredibly painful.
I told him I wanted to get off of it and he told me to stop. I did and the physicial symptoms escalated to intolerable levels, so he told me to taper. As the drug was causing too many problems, I decided to stop it immediately without the help of the many doctors I saw in regards to this issue. I've been off of it for about 3 weeks (I only used the pills for 7 weeks) and as soon as I got off of them my depression and bloated feeling went away. The rest of the physical symptoms were so intolerable that I took three rescue doses of ativan (2mg) to deal with them.
Being off of them 3 weeks, I am still dealing with the following withdrawal symptoms; very rapid and intense heart racing, very bad fatigue, severe insomnia, major anxiety, shakiness, can't drive, and anger. The numbness and tingling that I was experiencing has been greatly reduced and I will say that I do feel better than I did when I stopped them 3 weeks ago. But how long could this last? I'm very scared about this lasting a very long time. Also did I really screw myself with those rescue doses of ativan? I was off benzos for seven months. Also as soon as I got off of them my hair began to fall out very heavily. It did that when I first got off benzos and did grow back but still a very aggravating symptom.
At the beginning of February I saw the psychiatrist there because I was having major issues sleeping and was still having some anxiety. He suggested gabapentin, telling me that the medication is non-addicting, doesn't cause withdrawal, and would not require a taper. Based upon this, I agreed to start it.
I started at 1200mg per day. As I started it, my depression and anger worsened, so the dose was highered to 2100mg per day. Then things got real bad in terms of depression (very severe) and anger (uncontrollable) that we upped it to 3000mg per day, even though I would usually just take anywhere from 1500mg-2400mg per day. Then the medication began to cause a host of real bad physical symptoms, such as insomnia, bloating/weight gain/uncomfortableness in stomach, numbness, tingling on the right side of my body, insane heart racing, and shaking. It was incredibly painful.
I told him I wanted to get off of it and he told me to stop. I did and the physicial symptoms escalated to intolerable levels, so he told me to taper. As the drug was causing too many problems, I decided to stop it immediately without the help of the many doctors I saw in regards to this issue. I've been off of it for about 3 weeks (I only used the pills for 7 weeks) and as soon as I got off of them my depression and bloated feeling went away. The rest of the physical symptoms were so intolerable that I took three rescue doses of ativan (2mg) to deal with them.
Being off of them 3 weeks, I am still dealing with the following withdrawal symptoms; very rapid and intense heart racing, very bad fatigue, severe insomnia, major anxiety, shakiness, can't drive, and anger. The numbness and tingling that I was experiencing has been greatly reduced and I will say that I do feel better than I did when I stopped them 3 weeks ago. But how long could this last? I'm very scared about this lasting a very long time. Also did I really screw myself with those rescue doses of ativan? I was off benzos for seven months. Also as soon as I got off of them my hair began to fall out very heavily. It did that when I first got off benzos and did grow back but still a very aggravating symptom.
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