big.red.johnstein12
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01MAR2020
BREW
Formosahuasca - Syrian Rue and Acacia confusa root bark powder
INGESTION METHOD
Enema ingestion
DOSAGE
16.8mg DMT & 16.8mg NMT (1.68g ACRB)
150mg harmala alkaloids (3g Syrian Rue)
TIMELINE
Syrian rue brew ingested at 22:25.
Syrian rue expelled at 22:55.
14mL ACRB brew ingested at 23:10
ACRB liquid expelled: 23:25 (15 min. holding time)
Onset: 23:22
By 23:24 it was so intense that I decided to expel ASAP.
Peak: 23:39
Fading: 23:57
EXPERIENCE
It was extremely intense and unforgiving.
It was as intense as previous 3.5g ACRB experiences, and as initially overwhelmingly frightening as a 12g ACRB eexperience.
Physical sensations were unreal.
My skin seemed loosely attached and moving in a rhythmical way. Even the epithelium of my esophagus was doing so. Very unsettling.
Every thought was twisted into a mini trip which seemed to last a very long time. But when I check the clock it had only been going on for 1-2 minutes.
The experience, as with previous trips, began with sound, a high-pitch Tibetan singing bowl sound, and grew into an alien conglomeration from that.
The sound of every thought gave birth to a new isolated and intense experience.
Every thought I had was answered with rapid fire beats and rhythms, and the occasional high pitched vocal-like shreek, but in an alien musical way. It seemed as though someone was singing to me.
In hindsight it seemed like a performance, but in real time it was too much, from a human perspective a horror show without murder, a horror show of the senses.
It was a rough experience to be sure.
At one point I began thinking that I just wanted it to end, to be over. It would have been so easy to descend into panic. The mantra helped with than tremendously.
The sound was like didgeridoo music but with extremely fast beats as well.
There were no visuals to speak of, other than some muted images of a ball headed entity near the end who seemed benevalent.
MESSAGES FROM HYPERSPACE
There was a very personal message at the end , the details of which I cannot share publicly.
The gist is, the medicine strongly suggested that I give everything I have got to my family, to not hold anything back.
From the beginning of the trip until the end, I realized that I no longer needed this tryptamine medicine.
I initially took the magical brew to combat depression and anxiety.
It worked fabulously for both, and in addition I have been brought closer to my loved ones after each trip.
Now I feel as though I am totally healthy, I am finally home, so it is time to say goodbye to the amazing space and entities that helped me reach this point.
MANTRA:
Love
Patience
BREW
Formosahuasca - Syrian Rue and Acacia confusa root bark powder
INGESTION METHOD
Enema ingestion
DOSAGE
16.8mg DMT & 16.8mg NMT (1.68g ACRB)
150mg harmala alkaloids (3g Syrian Rue)
TIMELINE
Syrian rue brew ingested at 22:25.
Syrian rue expelled at 22:55.
14mL ACRB brew ingested at 23:10
ACRB liquid expelled: 23:25 (15 min. holding time)
Onset: 23:22
By 23:24 it was so intense that I decided to expel ASAP.
Peak: 23:39
Fading: 23:57
EXPERIENCE
It was extremely intense and unforgiving.
It was as intense as previous 3.5g ACRB experiences, and as initially overwhelmingly frightening as a 12g ACRB eexperience.
Physical sensations were unreal.
My skin seemed loosely attached and moving in a rhythmical way. Even the epithelium of my esophagus was doing so. Very unsettling.
Every thought was twisted into a mini trip which seemed to last a very long time. But when I check the clock it had only been going on for 1-2 minutes.
The experience, as with previous trips, began with sound, a high-pitch Tibetan singing bowl sound, and grew into an alien conglomeration from that.
The sound of every thought gave birth to a new isolated and intense experience.
Every thought I had was answered with rapid fire beats and rhythms, and the occasional high pitched vocal-like shreek, but in an alien musical way. It seemed as though someone was singing to me.
In hindsight it seemed like a performance, but in real time it was too much, from a human perspective a horror show without murder, a horror show of the senses.
It was a rough experience to be sure.
At one point I began thinking that I just wanted it to end, to be over. It would have been so easy to descend into panic. The mantra helped with than tremendously.
The sound was like didgeridoo music but with extremely fast beats as well.
There were no visuals to speak of, other than some muted images of a ball headed entity near the end who seemed benevalent.
MESSAGES FROM HYPERSPACE
There was a very personal message at the end , the details of which I cannot share publicly.
The gist is, the medicine strongly suggested that I give everything I have got to my family, to not hold anything back.
From the beginning of the trip until the end, I realized that I no longer needed this tryptamine medicine.
I initially took the magical brew to combat depression and anxiety.
It worked fabulously for both, and in addition I have been brought closer to my loved ones after each trip.
Now I feel as though I am totally healthy, I am finally home, so it is time to say goodbye to the amazing space and entities that helped me reach this point.
MANTRA:
Love
Patience
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