same I've always loved weed but I do think it is a gateway drug but 4 months ago before then I always praised it as harmless but it ain't it's a line you cross that brings other lines to cross if I didn't cross the line I would not be in opiates maybe the same can be said about you? I'm also a opiate addict I moved on to heroin a year ago because the pills were just to expensive and I had to take ridiculous amounts the withdrawals were bad then.. So you can only imagine what they are like for me now plus I have a diagnosed chronic pain condition on here I won't say what because I will get the bluelight armchair doctors diagnosing me and patronising me that I 'don't need opiates' because a couple of druggies know better then a professional 25 year veteran doctor ha.
sorry to hear about your benzo habit on top of opiate that must suck I can barely afford my habit so can only imagine, what that's like what are benzoes like what would they bring to the table if I started taking them? Keeping in mind I take heroin and weed and any other opiates I can get my hands on I take promethazine to I'm mentioning that because it does to me what benzoes do for others and more including getting rid of opiate nausea and malaise they help me sleep, eat relax(if I got my gear fix and don't have to worry about withdrawal they do help withdrawal though) and best of all they ain't physically addictive like insidious other drugs they are kind of mentally addictive in the way that they are so damn good and effective drug they relax help do all those things above and are great that kind of addictive heck promethazine even feels good when you are coming down off it because you feel or heavy and have to take your time I've always had a thing for sleeping pills cus I'm a fidgety person I have a habit of making others around me anxious around me because I can't just relax and sit still but when I have tablets like these I can I can sit still and relax my body language like a 'normal ' person
It's good to meet a brother anyway I always like talking to anyone who does the same drugs as me I usually always learn something new what opiates do you take/have took?? How long to if you don't mind me asking
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mm I don't know, for me the entry drug to this world was alcohol, I tried it when I was 13 years old and I liked the effect, I switched to marijuana at the same age and I tried other drugs at 14, I think it's for me addictive personality, some friends who tried marijuana at the same time that I never tried the drugs that I have tried
My addiction to benzos is for therapeutic use, they were given to me when I entered rehabilitation due to a dependence on cocaine that I had acquired (a habit of crack and cocaine) in which I had 2 overdoses and I was very anxious, even so I suffer from anxiety from a young age as far as I can remember .. benzos are the worst shit there is, they are not even pleasant drugs by themselves, they only calm anxiety and allow me to live calmly, today I am taking diazepam which is giving me my mother to better control my pill habit and also methadone 10mg to help me stop opiates
My history with opiates is based on the consumption of tramadol mainly, but also codeine, morphine and oxy. I was clean for 2 weeks and had a relapse 1 week ago, so they decided that methadone is the best option so that I don't relapse. in Argentina and really cases like mine are very rare, basically the opiate dependents are patients with chronic pain-cancer or doctors .. I hope I can overcome this, it is odious to depend on 2 substances so addictive at the same time
haha don't worry you can ask whatever, I'm not paranoid despite everything
I still love the herb, once all this pill habit has passed I plan to only use marijuana and other drugs once or twice a year (mdma, mushrooms and lsd)
