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Heroin First time for everything...

moonshield06

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Well, after about a year of steady opiate use, I finally succumbed to my curiousity. In the last year I've been on oxy steadily and have dabbled with heroin a few times. Always snorted. Or at least until tonight...

I took my first hit of IV'd heroin about an hour ago, and only did .1. My oxy tolerance is up to 80-100mg and I must say I'm still floored. What a great feeling. I don't think I'll be doing it again based on how amazing this feels. It's simply scary. I had someone else who's very experienced hit me up and it all went very smoothly.

Now I finally know what the buzz is all about.

Shit is the pot of gold.
 

*Venus*

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Until it becomes the pot of shit :/.

Glad your first one was good. In my experience, I only had good shots unless some crazy shitty bag came around.

It is scary, how good it feels., and how fast. Use the fear to space out uses. Addiction is a bitch.
 

*Venus*

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^That is a hard question to answer. At the time, the only thing that was worth anything was my dope. Now that I have broken the physical addiction... I want to say hell no it's never worth the things we have to do to get it (robbing, tricking, scamming $$). In the end, I think It was worth it. I got the reckless abandonment fantasy out of my system, and after surviving a brutal and long methadone withdrawal, I now know I am a lot stronger than I thought.

Is it worth it. Good question..
 

HdoubleODeezy

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it is a good question.. and it would take a lot of time to way out the pros and cons of it all, all the robbing, lying, tricking, and scamming for money, selling everything you own that's worth a dollar, all to feel good but then that good feeling turns into using just to feel normal :\ .. so i can't really answer the question if it was all worth it since im still kinda on opiates (suboxone).. so i still feel im under the control of them. good question indeed..
 
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