Chronic PugHead
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Sep 27, 2019
- Messages
- 25
Hi! After Reading through the intro-message i decided to try out an introduction.
The reason i came to bluelight is because i really like drugs. No... i love Them!
I cant imagine my life without Them (how bad it might Sound lol). But i also love LIFE. Being able to be here in This moment As far in the future we’ve ever Been. So i started researching drugs to minimize every risk there is - from dry mouth to coma/death. And after finding such an extensive forum full of personal stories and Scientific research i barely understand, i decided to join in.
Bout me:
19Y/O M from a small country called Denmark. I have Been diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia, which you’ll probably notice in my “All-over-the-place” Way of writing (though very mild, with a “bonker-period” every few years.) i am very interested in astronomy and the general thinking in a bigger picture.
I’ve tried a little bit of everything but lately i’m leaning towards stims —> Speed-paste or eurospeed to be exact. Keeps me going all Day and i Can look sober to others.
(After a horrible reddit period, i’ll add the fact that i am aware of the factors/risks i am taking as Mentally ill. So please Do not go overboard (?) and lecture me about how stupid it is. I’m just looking for a friendly forum, although i am very open about it and i wont hesitate to share my knowledge and experiences)
That’s it i Think.
The reason i came to bluelight is because i really like drugs. No... i love Them!
I cant imagine my life without Them (how bad it might Sound lol). But i also love LIFE. Being able to be here in This moment As far in the future we’ve ever Been. So i started researching drugs to minimize every risk there is - from dry mouth to coma/death. And after finding such an extensive forum full of personal stories and Scientific research i barely understand, i decided to join in.
Bout me:
19Y/O M from a small country called Denmark. I have Been diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia, which you’ll probably notice in my “All-over-the-place” Way of writing (though very mild, with a “bonker-period” every few years.) i am very interested in astronomy and the general thinking in a bigger picture.
I’ve tried a little bit of everything but lately i’m leaning towards stims —> Speed-paste or eurospeed to be exact. Keeps me going all Day and i Can look sober to others.
(After a horrible reddit period, i’ll add the fact that i am aware of the factors/risks i am taking as Mentally ill. So please Do not go overboard (?) and lecture me about how stupid it is. I’m just looking for a friendly forum, although i am very open about it and i wont hesitate to share my knowledge and experiences)
That’s it i Think.