FixXxer
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 4, 2004
- Messages
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Emotion
how do i feel?
what are my thoughts?
wondering every aspect of my brain,
driving me insane, as usually tame as it may be,
i cant seem to see, the inside of me.
my own feelings, my own thoughts,
they are my own possesions, how can i not understand?
they are mine, they belong to me,
i should know every reason for my thoughts,
every thought for my reasons,
but i dont.
how do i understand?
how do i believe?
knowing there must be something greater out there,
knowing we could never be the end of the line,
clearly, planets and galaxies are larger in size,
their size detirmines their eyes,
and their eyes determine their prize.
but do they think too?
are we their thoughts?
maybe these feelings arent my own,
maybe they belong to something greater,
something greater im not supposed to understand,
something far beyond my reach,
something.... something.
there is no top or bottom,
in this circle of life, everything is just as important,
and some other species' chain,
whether they understand it or not,
they know they have to survive.
so do us humans tho, we all strive to survive,
however, there is no threat to our pet,
we now have to live for something else.
Emotion.
how do i feel?
what are my thoughts?
wondering every aspect of my brain,
driving me insane, as usually tame as it may be,
i cant seem to see, the inside of me.
my own feelings, my own thoughts,
they are my own possesions, how can i not understand?
they are mine, they belong to me,
i should know every reason for my thoughts,
every thought for my reasons,
but i dont.
how do i understand?
how do i believe?
knowing there must be something greater out there,
knowing we could never be the end of the line,
clearly, planets and galaxies are larger in size,
their size detirmines their eyes,
and their eyes determine their prize.
but do they think too?
are we their thoughts?
maybe these feelings arent my own,
maybe they belong to something greater,
something greater im not supposed to understand,
something far beyond my reach,
something.... something.
there is no top or bottom,
in this circle of life, everything is just as important,
and some other species' chain,
whether they understand it or not,
they know they have to survive.
so do us humans tho, we all strive to survive,
however, there is no threat to our pet,
we now have to live for something else.
Emotion.