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Drugged to FUCK - the worst drugged state you've ever been in

Ismene2

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Had a few unpleasant experiences on drugs (not enough to put me off anything but speed mind you), I tried rectal admin of DMT once, by the time I'd pulled the squirter from my arse I was at the peak of a fucking DMT trip. Throwing my guts up in between talking like fucking Worzel Gummidge.

The worst was probably taking some GHB and then going for a walk - I woke up having a brain scan in hospital with the doctor asking me "What month is it?" (I said May and it was April). Then a bit later he said "Do you take illegal drugs?" and I said "No, never" (and then he said "Are you being a clever cunt?") - he just said it must've been one of those things. I collapsed in a field while I was out walking - bloke who saw me says he just heard me cry out "Aunt Sally" in a voice like Worzel Gummidge before I flaked out.
 
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emkee_reinvented

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My worst one was on a herbal legal thing. Containing ao Morning Glory extract.

It lowered my heartrate to an unbelieveable 50/60 beats an minute. Had to sit it out.
 

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Probably a combination of 3meopcp and heroin. Pretty much thought I was going to stop breathing or choke on my puke. Felt pretty gross.
 

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waiting for dealers while in crack psychosis was probably the least fun. i felt like everything around me was alive and conscious with a sort of malevolance. i'd be so scared by the time the shotter arrived that i'd be about 50/50 on whether they were gonna kill me and leg it all the way home which for some reason, thank fuck, was 'safe.' i think if i'd have progressed much further i'd have got to a point where the malevolence entered my house and then no where was safe.

at any point when i was like this i could have just gone to sleep and would have reset but that would get in the way of smoking crack.
 

Ismene2

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I feel you chinup - those uppers don't do those of us who are vulnerable to mental health problems any good. I can rip the arse out of DMT and psychedelics and be fine but uppers send me loopy.
 

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The worst state I have ever been in was as recent as my last week of meth use before quitting when I took Seroquel and Catapres on top of a gram of meth consumed over 24 hours as part of multi-week final binge. This was even though people here on BL had told me that Seroquel and Catapres were contraindicated. I had previously taken both together no problem and each one separately with meth. So I thought it would end my last meth use nicely and I would start sobriety when I woke up the next day. I was very delusional about my own invincibility.

I had never had a bad time on meth but within 15 minutes of taking those two drugs I collapsed on the floor. I was conscious but totally confused and felt like I was free-falling down in infinitely deep and dark elevator shaft. Within a minute or two I was having the only panic attack I have ever had on meth and and my heart started beating incredibly fast and irregular. I was convinced I was going to die but I was alone and could not move to call emergency services . All I could do was lie there trying to breathe myself back down - but that barely worked and I probably lay there in terror for 2-3 hours just waiting for my heart to burst on the next beat. I have never felt more afraid in my life.

On the upside it pretty much killed my taste for meth. My heart still does not feel that it’s beating right.
 

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LSD heavily laced with PCP -> stupidly took a couple doxylamine tabs to try to sleep. That didn't go well.

I also pushed datura seed tincture a little too far and couldn't operate a doorknob. I also couldn't read for a week, but I very much value that trip and have a strong respect for antimuscarinics.
 

burn out

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My worst one was on a herbal legal thing. Containing ao Morning Glory extract.

It lowered my heartrate to an unbelieveable 50/60 beats an minute. Had to sit it out.
huh? 50-60 isn't unbelievably low for a heart rate.

A normal resting heart rate for adults ranges from 60 to 100 beats per minute. Generally, a lower heart rate at rest implies more efficient heart function and better cardiovascular fitness. For example, a well-trained athlete might have a normal resting heart rate closer to 40 beats per minute. - Mayo Clinic
 

wudbutcher

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Salvia. Fuck that shit. Oh yeah and a peyote button improperly prepared and ingested 32? yrs ago. Most violently ill I’ve ever been
 

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huh? 50-60 isn't unbelievably low for a heart rate.

A normal resting heart rate for adults ranges from 60 to 100 beats per minute. Generally, a lower heart rate at rest implies more efficient heart function and better cardiovascular fitness. For example, a well-trained athlete might have a normal resting heart rate closer to 40 beats per minute. - Mayo Clinic


My last medical I was ticking around 56 times per minute, and I had an appaling hangover.

My most fucked up drugged state probably was the time I drank a deadly nightshade and datura tea...

I'll come back to this post
 

modocmodoc

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There's a story someone said about datura - that he was smoking a cig for a while and then looked at his hand and there was nothing in it.
It's just like that. Real hallucinations. I thought leaving my ego on the water heater on S. divinorum was real..

No, there were people I talked to, shit in my hands... I was eating spaghetti at one point and the salt shaker was there and not there multiple times. I don't know if I even ate now.

Worst, trying to piss would have required catheterization. I tried for about a half hour and gave up. Then it took five minutes to walk three steps to the door at which point I could not use the doorknob whatsoever.

Somehow I did know it was a drug induced thing but I've been through hundreds of things/trips, and the knowing was the smallest it's ever been. Full blown, manic, dangerous delirium was just a few ml more away I think.

(Also for anyone interested, it was cultured D. stramonium seeds I grew alongside tomatoes and peppers. Seeds from an ethnobotanical company. Vary beautiful plant with spicy, alluring white flowers about 10-12 inches diameter, opening only at night. Seed pods looked like scrotums with big spikes all over them. Seeds black and numbering about 100 per plant, but I put the active dosage of 30-day tincture with lab alcohol (not everclear, but still 187) at .. well if I had done that with 5-7 seeds it would have been enough. I ingested about 4 times that.)
 
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I’m sure it’s from taking a bunch of Xanax, but I don’t remember. The most fucked up state I’ve been in was after I took about 24 grams of phenibut and then drank a lot of alcohol shots and beers along with ~20 grams of very potent kratom batch and 140 mg of adderall. I told my wife that I was going to do some witchcraft and needed to put myself into a drug induce like trance. I already had bit of a tolerance to phenibut and knew that I had to like triple the dose.

I remember not being able to walk and had extreme vertigo. I must have laid down on my porch because I was woken up to blinding flashlights of the cops. Apparently I was screaming at the top of my lungs, cursing at the neighborhood and someone must have called police. I was completely naked sprawled out over the jagged creek rocks that I collect. Now the cops are very familiar with the wizard and were not amused at all. I have had the cops called on me dozens of times for cursing and screaming before (I have severe Tourette’s). It got to the point that I was being harassed by the cops a couple time a week when I first bought my house in the city. I had to call the chief of police about being discriminated against. Now whenever they run my name, plates, or address, it says that I have a neurological disorder where I curse and twitch involuntarily.

Apparently my wizardry worked that night! I no longer have a next door neighbor (which was the reason for taking all those drugs) because of my spells. I never saw or heard from them again after that night, and their house was bulldozed by the city a couple of months later. I planted some knockout roses and some Black Eyed Susans on the empty lot on as effigy for others that want to be my neighbors.
 

emkee_reinvented

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huh? 50-60 isn't unbelievably low for a heart rate.

A normal resting heart rate for adults ranges from 60 to 100 beats per minute. Generally, a lower heart rate at rest implies more efficient heart function and better cardiovascular fitness. For example, a well-trained athlete might have a normal resting heart rate closer to 40 beats per minute. - Mayo Clinic
So basickly when used to 100, 50/ 60 beats wouldn't be a bother/ it is in the normal range.

So it was not the effect on the hart we experienced but rather a forceful kinda nothingness. I felt empty on that herbal like I never experienced before. The heart rate being so low probably merely a symptom.

This product comtained more then just LSA extract. So what actually caused it? But worst exp ever.
 

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After a weekend binge on speed, heroin, k-pins, lyrica, hash and not a second of sleep, I took a shot GHB and boy, I've never been so fucked.
Jelly-legs stumblin into the café I was working at and sat by myself, calling the pillar next to me "fucking cunt".
 
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