Hardcore tripper I guess, for me 25 mg was still controllable(up to some point) enough not to get freaked out, I think this comes from enough experience, I think(/know) that I would have severely freaked out from the drip/shudders/sudden imagery, and the mental effects were quite rough too, this all combined with a little nausea(from that terrible drip, that is one hell of a chemical taste...) would have been enough to make me run for the tranquilizers a few years back.
Now I felt like the substance was persuading me to do more, even minutes after it had started, and the trip had not yet begun completely, I could feel the push to do more, when I did some nitrous and my entire visual field was filled with all these colours, I could feel that this was more to my liking. I am sure I will start with 35mg next time, and tilt my head forward a bit, and not trying to get the stuff out of my nose by hacking it into the back of my throat, which started the terrible drip in the first place. I almost puked 2 times during come-up, and am sure that if the drip gets any worse, I will throw up quite violently. But I don`t really care if that`s what it takes to have entity-contact/spiritual enlightenment/or just a damn good time.
My first ever trip(shrooms) was a bad trip, it taught me to choose set and setting more wisely, instead of turning me away from psychedelics, it also made me learn the hard way to research before you get yourself into something unstoppable...