I've been trying a lot of stimulants and psychoactive drugs over the years and I've felt in a long time that
I was almost helpless without a stimulant. I don't shower, I don't clean my house and I can't mantain a job when
I'm not under the influence of some type of stimulant (Adderall, Vyvanse, 3-fpm, 2-fa, Cyclazodone etc..).
At the same time I feel anxious, autistic and unable to use the increased focus from the stimulants constructively when
I'm only medicated with stimulants. As if I need something to kill my intrusive thoughts before I can actually
make something out of the effect I get from the stimulants. Anybody else who knows this feeling?
I was almost helpless without a stimulant. I don't shower, I don't clean my house and I can't mantain a job when
I'm not under the influence of some type of stimulant (Adderall, Vyvanse, 3-fpm, 2-fa, Cyclazodone etc..).
At the same time I feel anxious, autistic and unable to use the increased focus from the stimulants constructively when
I'm only medicated with stimulants. As if I need something to kill my intrusive thoughts before I can actually
make something out of the effect I get from the stimulants. Anybody else who knows this feeling?