So ive developed an addiction to Benadryl of all things. Im currently on zubsolv(suboxone) which potentiates the effects. I started taking it for sleep 8 months ago at 50mg and my dose gradually kept going up. Now for the past 3-4 months ive been taking 175mg but I only take it every other night to stay "safer". I get the slightest buzz from it with almost a nod effect and I grew to like it. My memory is destroyed, I'm always dizzy, and I just feel like shit all the time. Trouble is i work 50+ hr weeks at an intense job so I NEED sleep. I keep trying to force myself to stop but I can't. I always hit the 48hr mark and resort to taking it again. I'm kimda afraid of whats waiting for me after that 48hr Mark. I'm EXTREMELY well versed in opiate and benzo wd. That being said, last year I wd off gabapentin and it ruined my life permanently. I'll literally never be the same again, and would sooner kill myself than to go thru another wd like that. Any advice or insight would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.