Unless you're IV'ing your dillies, hydromorph contins or those weird american non-Purdue like generics, those square Mallinkrockt and such...it's not that bad to get off from snorting them. I don't know anybody, other than for pain who takes hydromorph orally, I knew somebody who was prescribed 30mg HydromorphContins, 120 a month, 2 every 12 hours, that's an insane amount of hydromorphone, I know an expensive high can be obtained from oral Hydromorph Contins that are at least 18mg, the 24 or 30s will do too as for Dilaudid, it's never done anything for pain when used orally for me, and I was getting brand name tiny harmless to IV Purdue "D" (P in the US I guess but yours by Purdue have an ingredient one doesn't want to inject unless you got SteriFilts or microns)..all this to say, I can say that I snorted a script of 2 bottles of 30 2mg Dilaudid in well, 2 months, they didn't want to give me the 30 other ones until a month later, it was just one a day if needed (TMJ disorder pain).
I felt unwell but nowhere like when I was needing my morning fix and I had no more Dillies and had to travel to the guy's house an hour away while I would have to wait at pharmacies for safe injection kits while diarrhea was pushing out solid stuff sitting in the damn waiting room to get my gear...rinse repeat everyday I blew through almost 300mg of IV Dillies or if unlucky HydromorphContins that are at least 18mg...I just was feeling a bit fluish and had a lot of yawning to tears going on and shivering from cold a little when I was out, a friend gave me an Oxy 80, the last real old CDN I saw although, I'm on motherfucking generics I can chew now (60mg) :D with a pain doctor and everything.
IV Dilaudid withdrawal is as intense as the rush it provides, it's hell on earth by day 3 and you'll suffer insanely for another 5-6 days if without comfort meds such as benzos, any benzo if a doctor is reading, if you hear somebody in opiate withdrawal who wants just comfort meds and names a benzo, give them another benzo that's less known, like 25mg Libriums or 30mg Dalmanes..., some Atarax or Promethazine and some fucking loseramide. Some otc aspirin/codeine or syrup if you live in generally leftover british countries, although DHC would be preferable, but no Paramol here.
Do this and don't go on ORT the first time you feel like you're dying from withdrawal, you can't die, unless you have some diseases that won't allow for shocks to the system (heart issues), now after 6 years of Methadone for a year and Suboxone for the rest of the time, would've kept the done, its useful if you have actual pain issues, but it made me crave sugar really bad and made me gain 100 pounds in 11 months. Suboxone had its shares of issues, one physical that required surgery. Since I was on Suboxone, one cannot just get surgery on Suboxone without mentioning that reality to the surgeon when meeting him/her, you have to say you're on Suboxone, like if you get terribly hurt, they have to know so, so that you reduce suboxone dosage before the surgery as much as possible then they give you fent during surgery and I was out of the surgery with a script for Abstrals 400ug, Fentanyl pills that work like Suboxone, extremely rare, pharrmacy had to order them since its almost only given to suboxone patients who have a very critical need for anaesthesia or pain control. After I was done wiith the 4 Abstrals a day, they did the job, and suddenly I was out of that partial agonist fog that Suboxone puts you in, but that I had to go back to at a much lesser dose, went from 8mg to 4mg taken in two split doses, and then 2mg for 4 months, then 1mg and jumped off for 72 hours until I was in the same situation where they induce you on Suboxone with a small dose, 2mg, when you switched from Methadone and got done with it 48 hours before so as not to have one of the worst experience a human being can bring on themselves...
All this to say, if you're IV'ing hydromorphone, it's opi-crack, I don't know how shooting up Oxymorphone is, it's not marketed up here, you can get a prescription from a compound pharmacy for the 20mg ER oxymorphone generics you must have by now. I hope it lasts way longer for those who can obtain the non-pain-in-the-ass 10mg IR ones, I hear it has all the punch/rush of D but the lasting power of H/M.
Better buckle up for a week with those comfort meds than say fuck it i'll have free pain management! Well, Methadone's biggest dosage in pill form for pain is 25mg here, then 10, 5, 1 and that's it. They start you at 30-35mg Methadone which was not enough for my up-to 64mg of dillies IV I had, but due to all the shit I went through to get all 6 takehomes a week, thank god I still had a car, driving to the pharmacy everyday for my dose of 'done for 90 days was quite the challenge, 'done held me fine for 24 hours only when I hit 55mg, so that was 5 weeks before I had a dose where I didn't feel sick for at least 3 hours a day.
Strangely enough, the 60mg oxycodone-CR, which I chew half of, sometimes, but that's it, with pure THC oil gelcaps and some indica cookies and a little valium or bromazepam and I haven't felt cravings to do more, I would never have become a daily needle user if oxycontins weren't shelved for 6 months until the Neos came out. Then the generics come out the day I come out of the week on internal detox. Universe cracked a sick joke at me here. I couldn't find OxyIRs either, people who had them kept them because likely they had oxycontins before and had theirr shit switched around for IR oxycodone and ttypically HMC's before the Neos, that even the most honest of chronic pain sufferers will say, if they needed a 20mg Oxycontin a day, they will have to get bumped to the 30's if not 40's, people on 40's bumped to 60's, or given IR doses for breakthrough pain. I'm doing well now but I kind of made my life more problematic, although less painful by going to the ORT, who just raised my tolerance more than it was before I went in.
**I know I thread necromanced here but I thought my main reason of getting on ORT in the first place was IV'ing Dilaudid because no good by mouth (shit, a bunch of 30mg codeine pills and I wouldn't have ended up shooting up regularly) could be knowledge good for the ages.
