Do not use lope. It can possibly cause precipitated withdrawal, but will damage your heart possibly fatally when used either too long or more likely in high doses.
Fuck, I just wrote a big post and it got deleted. Anyway, how does loperamide cause precipitated withdrawal? Nor had I heard about it damaging your heart - most opiate WD threads I've read just say slam as much imodium syrup as you can afford and wait for the WD to settle... you.
so I'm just gonna paste what I just said to one of the other 50 threads about quitting heroin and hope it can apply to you
Did you make your own thread already? I didn't look but if you did I guess this post's redundant.
Anyway, sounds like you couldn't have done your subs better. Starting out at 1mg is the way to go because the amount of naloxone present in 1mg of subonxone isn't enough to put you into precipitated withdrawals even if you've just recently dosed on opiates.
Smiling does feel unfamiiliar after being junked out for a while.. the feeling of a true, honest, naturally-induced smiile (that's not from realizing your dealer finally got back to you) is a beautiful thing, a powerful thing, and sometimes it can hit you pretty hard when you've been junked out for so long that you forgot how to smile. my first smiles always bring tears to my eyes when I start detoxing.
if you started dosing at 1mg sub and feel fine, DON'T increase your dosage. that'd only lead to tolerance and more problems. if 1mg was strong enough to kill your WDs, stay at 1mg for four or five days and then taper down to 0.75 for a couple days, then 0.5, then 0.25, 0.125 or whevnever you feel comfortable jumping off. If 1mg doesn't do ya well, which it likely won't, titrate your doses up - 2mg, 3mg. you don't want to get blasted, you just want to feel normal. suboxone has a way of making you feel genuinely happy - it makes you feel like you did before you ever touched opiates, somehow - so in that sense you're not really high, just... happy. nostalgic, almost. subs are amazing. but, yeah, you don't want to develop a sub habit because they're a real bitch to quit.
You can always grab a small bag of kratom for when you do jump off, too - maybe just thirty grams to keep you through any residual withdrawals. Kratom's a godsend for withdrawals - if you don't know, it's a southeast Asian plant whose primary active alkaloid acts as an opioid and absolutely destroys dope sickness. it is addictive in itself which is why I'd suggest just getting a small bag, maybe an ounce.d