can't believe what a bad state i was in, i didn't even think i was that fucked up at the time.
I hear you on that. I've been really, really unwell, both physically and mentally, more times than I care to remember.
I was just reading this article on meth resurgence in America:
https://www.nytimes.com/2019/12/17/health/meth-deaths-opioids.html?
And it reminded me of some scary memories. I'm lucky to be alive and have at least most of my marbles left.
I've been reading a lot of epub books when not watching my kid. Trying to use my time productively until I resume Uni in September.
Recently finished:
Superintelligence - Nick Bostrum
Identity: The Demand for Dignity and the Politics of Resentment- Francis Fukuyama
A Warning - Anonymous
How Democracies Die - Steven Levitsky & Daniel Ziblatt
The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt
The Uninhabitable Earth - David Wallace-Wells (a classmate of mine. Scary stuff.)
The Case Against Socialism - Rand Paul (I'm generally left of center, and clearly any functioning society is a mixture. But he makes some coherent arguments for decentralization, markets, and personal autonomy. He's a bit of an idealogue tho and a climate denier, which detracts from his credibility.)
First few weeks it was shows and movies, and Reddit, now it's ebooks.