Still sober... Today was kinda rough. Very unmotivated, flat, emotionless, except for melloncollie indifference. I had a moment where I was tempted to take a little kratom this afternoon but I resisted and the craving passed. Opiates certainly fuck up circadian rythym. I wake up anxious, then start getting tired and flat towards the end of the day and then nervous energy once the sun sets...so weird. Almost like clock work. I hope I sleep well tonight.