swashbuckle
Greenlighter
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- Sep 5, 2012
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I have a small habit, I guess. Usually go through .5 gram of heroin every other day, the powder kind, I only insufflate. But, I don't get .5 every other day, so many times I'll get some other opiate, like fentanyl or oxy to get by. The h I've been getting finally got pretty strong a couple weeks ago, but I'm already used to it. Just started h in January, but been on opiates in pill form for years.
Monday night I did the last line, I quit my job Tuesday morning, and its Thursday night now. Tuesday and Wednesday were hell, but today wasn't so bad, but then again I actually left my house today lol.
So, what advice does anyone have who has quit "cold turkey" and actually stayed sober? This is slowly ruining my life, but I get paid tomorrow, so I don't know if I can resist not getting something, even like xanax, but at least that isn't an opiate.
Monday night I did the last line, I quit my job Tuesday morning, and its Thursday night now. Tuesday and Wednesday were hell, but today wasn't so bad, but then again I actually left my house today lol.
So, what advice does anyone have who has quit "cold turkey" and actually stayed sober? This is slowly ruining my life, but I get paid tomorrow, so I don't know if I can resist not getting something, even like xanax, but at least that isn't an opiate.