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Crystal Meth. 2 month binge 3 to 6 days no sleep at a time(repeat)

Phobos

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Dude, your brain is malfunctioning on you, I'm sorry for your situation.
You need to sleep ASAP.
Please.
Nobody is immune to sleep deprivation, it's not something that is possible.
When you think that the negative effects of a drug really do not apply to you, what does it mean?
That your cravings are making your own reality.
 

JustanyotherGuy

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Dude, your brain is malfunctioning on you, I'm sorry for your situation.
You need to sleep ASAP.
Please.
Nobody is immune to sleep deprivation, it's not something that is possible.
When you think that the negative effects of a drug really do not apply to you, what does it mean?
That your cravings are making your own reality.
Or permanent mental illness and a lifetime of regrets.

Even those people who seem to be moderating, over time, it takes it's toll.
O alright tio .
 

Phobos

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Hey look, I know you probably are not 100% alright in this moment so we won't be offended by this attitude of yours, but please we are trying to make you understand that you need to be taking this indications provided very seriously for your own good.
 

JustanyotherGuy

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Seriously Dude?! I should paint a master piece to describe this for words shalt not solve
Dude, your brain is malfunctioning on you, I'm sorry for your situation.
You need to sleep ASAP.
Please.
Nobody is immune to sleep deprivation, it's not something that is possible.
When you think that the negative effects of a drug really do not apply to you, what does it mean?
That your cravings are making your own reality.
 

JustanyotherGuy

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Hey look, I know you probably are not 100% alright in this moment so we won't be offended by this attitude of yours, but please we are trying to make you understand that you need to be taking this indications provided very seriously for your own good.
๐Ÿ•ต Dude your reading too deep into my life!
 

Phobos

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๐Ÿ•ต Dude your reading too deep into my life!
All I am reading is that you have been sober 4 days in 2 months, your friends avoid you and tell you you have changed but you deny this, and that you also deny that sleep deprivation is dangerous. That is what I am basing my posts on.
 

JustanyotherGuy

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๐Ÿ•ต Dude your reading too deep into my life!
This issa G14 Classified ๐Ÿ‘ฒ
All I am reading is that you have been sober 4 days in 2 months, your friends avoid you and tell you you have changed but you deny this, and that you also deny that sleep deprivation is dangerous. That is what I am basing my posts on.
All I am reading is that you have been sober 4 days in 2 months, your friends avoid you and tell you you have changed but you deny this, and that you also deny that sleep deprivation is dangerous. That is what I am basing my posts on.
My fan club ๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐Ÿค™๐Ÿค  YEEEE HAWW
 

Cateturry3turrycan

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You came to us. I assume because you know you are letting a drug that some of us on here have struggled with for years take over and ruin your life.

If you are just going to be an asshole to us when all we are doing is taking time to share our personal experiences then why are you here
 

FutureReference

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You came to us. I assume because you know you are letting a drug that some of us on here have struggled with for years take over and ruin your life.

If you are just going to be an asshole to us when all we are doing is taking time to share our personal experiences then why are you here
He is just here to be an asshole lol. I was tempted to actually give advice but I'm calling bullshit on 90% of his story. Being up for a week on meth is one thing but taking the time to login to a forum where YOU asked for advice, just to attack people? He is a troll. Plus this was posted weeks ago, let him figure his own shit out. He lost friends because of who he is as a person apparently. Don't bother giving him any advice.
 

Cateturry3turrycan

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Yea. Now that i think about it back when id go on long benders...which after day 2 really stops being fun... No way in hell on day 7 would I have the mental capacity to remember my name. Let alone come on here.
 

Madd dogg

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Nap and a sandwich bro. Stop doing dope and after a year or two youโ€™ll be pretty evened out
 

JustanyotherGuy

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He is just here to be an asshole lol. I was tempted to actually give advice but I'm calling bullshit on 90% of his story. Being up for a week on meth is one thing but taking the time to login to a forum where YOU asked for advice, just to attack people? He is a troll. Plus this was posted weeks ago, let him figure his own shit out. He lost friends because of who he is as a person apparently. Don't bother giving him any advice.
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Nap and a sandwich bro. Stop doing dope and after a year or two youโ€™ll be pretty evened out
Thats the best advice; so far.

Thats the best advice; so far.
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Nap and a sandwich bro. Stop doing dope and after a year or two youโ€™ll be pretty evened out
Realest adviceโ˜
All yall baseheads just dont get it.
I just need one day homie ๐Ÿ’€
 

ThatSpaceyKid

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I remember being in this state. Clear used to be fun. It used to take my pain away. It made me more likeable. I was spontaneous and I was a bad ass who impressed people because I was so edgy... How long you been using... I felt "Normal" for 2 years into my addiction. But then it became hell. Family has completely cut me off for the most part I only hear from my mom and dad. Some times brother and sister. The rest dont really ever come around. Friends dont want to be near me when I'm using period or they want to love me from afar. I have no friends. All I gave a fuck about is more. You probably dont look normal. I'm sure your face is slightly altered.... Usually starts at the jaws... I've been shooting up for 5 years now. Not proud of it. This last few times it's gotten worse. I've gotten violent and people told me I am intimidating and they fear me. My parents said I've tried to hurt them when I was in psychosis. I ripped off every one. All I did was meth nothing else mattered. I rarely ate. Rarely slept. I was always alone and scared of something. I stopped going out period only time was to get.... The worst part is the high horse for me. When I think I'm a bad ass and do some stupid shit to the wrong people... Or assault my dad... I became suicidal every night if I didn't have meth. I cried for it. I fucked strangers for it. I got so many close peoples on the needle which ruined them. I shot up so much I would have panic attacks and get sick. I missed veins because I wanted to get high now. I stopped being able to work or function. Been to rehab 4 times since I was 18. I'm 23... Just recently had 8 months clean. Relapsed Saturday last week ... Havent been able to stop using at all. Havent eaten at all. Use so much I can't walk because I get to dizzy and it's hard to breath. Just zone out at the walls.. Have been shooting up all day today... Within 2 days it's all gone. I feel the psychotic scary side coming out. I feel desperate. I am apathetic.. I dont care about anything at all. I dont care if I'm hurting... I hate myself. Almost 3 years ago I became ruined because my father and I found a dead woman in our yard.... Who was beaten to death by her boyfriend. I have assault charges from my dad. I have been to detox over and over or the hospital over and over... I'm probably getting kicked out of rehab. Which means gonna have to be with mom and dad again which they dont even want me there.... Or jail for 2 years .. I see it now... Today I realize what kind of an addict I am. I ent playing no games.... I use to oblivion. I'm a slave to meth. Even when I had been clean I still wanted nothing else more. I ent tryna be social or hide it anymore. Every one who knows me knows I use and they stay away. If you havent been using to long. STOP before your soul is gone. Fuck moderation I say... I used every single day when I wanted. I never crashed though... My crash came in the form of psychotic breaks and mental and emotional break downs. But not sleep. I regret using this weekend. I've lost it all. And broke my mom's and dads hearts again.. No bull shit I could be up for a week or so and still be able to function well.. I'm talking being able to still drive a car and other complex shit. Idk. Depends who you are different strokes for different folks. I used to post a lot on here when I was in bad times when I first began using.. Now Heroin made me spacey. Worse case I've had is not being able to remember things that just happened, not being able to recognize peoples places and things, forgetting what i was saying mid sentence.
 
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Xorkoth

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No one realizes they're psychotic/manic when they're psychotic/manic. Meth is a hell of a drug. OP, I hope you get some sleep, chronic sleep deprivation is absolutely horrible for you and can cause irreversible damage eventually, and in any case takes a long time to recover from, especially when you're also massively elevating your dopamine and serotonin levels the whole time.
 

Zonxx

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Dude, your brain is malfunctioning on you, I'm sorry for your situation.
You need to sleep ASAP.
Please.
Nobody is immune to sleep deprivation, it's not something that is possible.
When you think that the negative effects of a drug really do not apply to you, what does it mean?
That your cravings are making your own reality.
No there is no immunity to sleep. You will sleep.
these two guys are on point.. with any stimulant be it coke, amps, meth..

Sleep deprivation is what will get you all fucky, it can happen after not sleeping one night or 5-6 days but it's gonna happen whether you like it or not, my personal experience with amps and meth is that yeah i still take it when i feel tired HOWEVER when you reach the point where you're feeling fatigued 10-15min after a dose, thats a sign that it should be the last one and it's time to zzzz

^ this knowledge is basically for anyone because alot of people don't realize that fatigue 'feeling tired' has its limits where you can't fight it anymore and if you do it doesn't end well.
 
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