I shattered my wrist May 31, 2015 and the ER doc recommended oxycodone since she thought my daily dose (for longtime chronic illness of 2 Codeine at 60 mg. a day or 1 hydrocodone 10 mg. -- which I was trying since I'd built up tolerance to the codeine) would not be enough. She was right. I went through 6 weeks of the worst pain I'd ever been in and had bad casting, bad surgery and another surgery. I kept asking for 10 mg oxycodone and got it until after my last surgery, so it helped tremendously. I was taking 4 a day as well as 2 codeine 60mg. The pain was so bad I found out I couldn't cut back, and then as it got better, I got to 1 oxycodone a day and 3 codeine, and now, October 16, that's what I'm still taking. I can't cut back more without feeling horribly sick. My last surgeon warned that the second surgery could make my Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (feels like constant flu with joint and ligament pain, migraines, etc.) much worse, and it did. Plus I'm in withdrawal after a few hours.
Unlike friends in similar situations, I held onto the oxycodone as much as I could and look forward to it at night to relax, to not feel depressed at my hand being permanently damaged from the bad medical treatment, having my social life more limited, being poor, etc.
My regular RA doc is very kind but can't prescribe more than codeine or hydrocodone. I have an appt. months away for a doctor who has more ability to prescribe, but since the authorities are cutting down on access to opiates (a wonderful local doctor who was helping dying people was arrested), I'm worried if I won't get more.
I'm not sure what to do, so was wondering if anyone had ideas. I don't take any other pharmaceuticals and do not want the acetaminophen that's in everything I've been prescribed (though a friend gets pure oxycodone from her VA doctor). I've been trying to extract the acetaminophen out of the codeine.
I saw on another thread that 10 mg of oxycodone is equivalent to 100 mg of codeine, but to me the oxy is wonderfully strong and gives me a peaceful, relieved few hours while the 2 tablets of 60 mg codeine has very little affect. I'm feeling in painful withdrawal almost all the time and do not know how to cut back without suffering more pain. Not sure what to ask for if the new doctor is sympathetic, but also worry they will prescribe nothing and tell me to just deal with it.
I'm almost 65. People can buy all the alcohol and tobacco and now where I live, cannabis that they want (I absolutely hate cannabis and react with PTSD symptoms), yet I can't get what I know has helped and will help, which are opiates.
I'd like ideally to cut back to where I'm not in almost constant withdrawal, but I also would like to just get enough daily oxycodone to continue how I've been. (Before starting the codeine a few years ago, I was much more limited and it gave me the freedom to be able to hike, dance, and have a life.
Thanks!
Unlike friends in similar situations, I held onto the oxycodone as much as I could and look forward to it at night to relax, to not feel depressed at my hand being permanently damaged from the bad medical treatment, having my social life more limited, being poor, etc.
My regular RA doc is very kind but can't prescribe more than codeine or hydrocodone. I have an appt. months away for a doctor who has more ability to prescribe, but since the authorities are cutting down on access to opiates (a wonderful local doctor who was helping dying people was arrested), I'm worried if I won't get more.
I'm not sure what to do, so was wondering if anyone had ideas. I don't take any other pharmaceuticals and do not want the acetaminophen that's in everything I've been prescribed (though a friend gets pure oxycodone from her VA doctor). I've been trying to extract the acetaminophen out of the codeine.
I saw on another thread that 10 mg of oxycodone is equivalent to 100 mg of codeine, but to me the oxy is wonderfully strong and gives me a peaceful, relieved few hours while the 2 tablets of 60 mg codeine has very little affect. I'm feeling in painful withdrawal almost all the time and do not know how to cut back without suffering more pain. Not sure what to ask for if the new doctor is sympathetic, but also worry they will prescribe nothing and tell me to just deal with it.
I'm almost 65. People can buy all the alcohol and tobacco and now where I live, cannabis that they want (I absolutely hate cannabis and react with PTSD symptoms), yet I can't get what I know has helped and will help, which are opiates.
I'd like ideally to cut back to where I'm not in almost constant withdrawal, but I also would like to just get enough daily oxycodone to continue how I've been. (Before starting the codeine a few years ago, I was much more limited and it gave me the freedom to be able to hike, dance, and have a life.
Thanks!