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Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

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Rebelhassan

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@Emersonny Welcome to the thread! You seem like a hard working and passionate person who's also very dedicated. From what I've concluded from those who recovered was that they regained their mental abilities so your abstraction, spontaniety and creativity should be back and hopefully better than pre-invega as I'm sure we would be more thankful and aware of such abilities when they return. Waiting and being patient are key to recovery so keep at it and just keep swimming!
 

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Lol i was seeing day 28/01 was my happiest day after the poison. I was sure i would be sexually normal again taking cialis. I was happy. I probally should have waited more to try it so i would be happy for more time. I have such a good family , but if i become impotent for life i want to kill my self
 

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I was thinking that must be really desmotivating for people who are just comming off the poison. I remember when i was day 1 off the poison i thought everything would go back to normal in 1 month. Then i started reading. I got crazy mad and sad. People who are beggining in the comming off journey need support
 

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If i dont recover my erections till 28 november ( 1 year off the poison) i will see the other side of life
 

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I was searching more about penile implants. In brazil there is a doctor that recover penis size lost and give you an artificial erection. It costs 10 thousand dollars. But my family will pay for me if i dont recover my erections. Hopefully if everything works out my dad will have more than 20 million dolars in 5 years and i can find a hottie who wanna play with my artificial cock
 

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You're right, after what my psy4 did to destroy me from the inside, my emotions, my libido, and no longer have any thoughts I made do the same I will have nothing to lose and after I shoot myself a ball just need I find a gun haha
If you live in EUA find a gun must be easy. Does knowing that you wont suffer alone also makes you feel better? I MEAN, i still want to recover, but if i dont i wont be the only one who will be fucked
 

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I have a really dark humor so i love thinking and jouking about that, but idk if i would really have the guts
 

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Anyone able to feel substances again after not being able to anymore because of invega (coffee, weed, alcohol, other medications, etc.)?
 

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WELCOME BACK AWESOME 31311Posso sentire l'erba e l'alcool, ma non ? pi? come prima, l'erba mi da un sonno fortissimo e molti pensieri introspettivi, l'alcol non mi fa pi? felice e pi? comunicativo mi rende solo STUPIDO, how are you man? Little bit better? I don't remember how much injections you take
 

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To all those who have managed to cure how it goes healing? Suddenly you wake up the next day with an opening on the different world and a sensation of wave of emotion that happens? How does your neurotransmitter unlock? How did you feel about that? I feel like I'm being condemned
 

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FYI, taking more drugs will not expedite this sort of recovery y'all are talking about. It will likely make things worse in the end...
 

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You're right, after what my psy4 did to destroy me from the inside, my emotions, my libido, and no longer have any thoughts I made do the same I will lose it all if I hurt myself

You do this kind of thing again and you're getting an infraction. Suicide heals nothing, only creates despair.

Anyone able to feel substances again after not being able to anymore because of invega (coffee, weed, alcohol, other medications, etc.)?

This shouldn't be your focus. Concentrate on what works: the hard work of exercising, meditating, and so on. There's no drug that will magically make you feel the way you want for ever. Do you want a second mental illness (drug addiction/abuse)?

Hbwr seeds help you with serotonin?

Again, wrong focus

I think the more you stay on the shot the more your brain changes and adapts, for example I had so little dopamine I couldn't speak, then I started "learning" how to speak while I still was on the shot, this means my receptor density upregulated and probably it still is higher than normal, this doesn't mean I feel better than before, it means my brain still works in a wrong mode and could stay like this forever...

The fact Neuroleptique doesn't improve might actually be a good sign, he didn't get enough poison to induce deep changes in his neurotransmitters, this means he has good chances to have a normal brain when he will run out of Invega.

Of course these are just my theories.

This is about as basic and reductive it gets. Don't self-medicate, and especially don't with "this neurotransmitter I need" or some such talk.
 

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Doesnt make any sense anyone who has recovered from the poison or is recovering smoke weed or use any drug that causes psychoses. What's the point on doing all this journey if you are risking yourself to be injected with the same or different poison again. Or even worst, risk becoming a schizophrenic and being on the poison for life. When we heal it will be like we are high 24/7 anyway. I smoked weed 3 times after the poison, but once i smoked to much and tought i would get psychoses and i knew it wasn't worth it. Since then i stopped using drugs.
 
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edrudd

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But i know weed is pretty good and why you want to feel it again and i dont judge you as i would want to feel it also if i couldnt
 
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