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Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

Rick5639

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Everyone experiencing sexual side effects should get their prolactin levels checked. I had bloodwork done and my prolactin level was 68. The normal level for a male is apparently 15, so I was more than 4x the standard amount. I was prescribed Abilify 5mg (partial dopamine agonist) to lower prolactin and raise dopamine.
I think that you will have similar side effects with Abilify.
 

Wokengenius

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1 year 6 months TODAY

Feeling good lively talkative, more thoughts are flooding in lately, good ones, like the way I thought pre invega...

Like hit the gym stay on the intermittent fast. Things like that... oh shit and now I watch movies and feel major inspiration, like pumping iron; oh man pride and testosterone is feeling like its rising weekly.

It's like at first the changes from invega was slow, and now my brain and body chemistry is flooding in, almost feel manic but a good manic like I'm the smartest guy in the room, then I'll think no no stay humble and quiet.

Alpha on the prowl for fine lookin woman again.

I have that instinctual feeling to be on my own again and look after myself again, such a sweet feeling.

I almost feel like my motivation is a weapon now. I wont lie it gives me a small good complex every now and again, fleeing thought tho, thats normal for me, that has always happened.
Are you for real and not just some bot trying to get us to feel some type of fake relief from this injection. At this point it’s just hard to believe that we lose so much from invega for so long and over time it just comes back like before. I still haven’t felt any changes whatsoever like why the fuck are people experiencing changes and I’m still stuck in limbo? This fucking sucks
 

Jonnyhalo

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Are you for real and not just some bot trying to get us to feel some type of fake relief from this injection. At this point it’s just hard to believe that we lose so much from invega for so long and over time it just comes back like before. I still haven’t felt any changes whatsoever like why the fuck are people experiencing changes and I’m still stuck in limbo? This fucking sucks
To me this is serious, and only people here on this thread understand. No one else knows what it's like in this man made hell, so I try to update any changes in my mental state, I have been on a manic roller coaster coming back, but I welcome the mania becuz to me feeling is lot better then nothingness
 

Jonnyhalo

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I'm gonna quit alcohol today, it's just to much it numbs negative emotions but it amplifies shit aswell. I'm gonna go strait. Maybe I'll replace those empty calories with fine dinning
 

Jonnyhalo

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Story time...

So when I got injected/afflicted, well my close friend T started coming around and she would hang out with me, well I explained my situation and she stuck by me, well she got a boyfriend later on, we still continued to chill all 3 of us, NOW my shit works again and my emotions are flaring up and down, now I have awful social anxiety around both of em, cuz I have to stay neutral when they fight, before I didnt care what they were doing now I do, I got drunk yesterday and told her I cant hang out any more, I wanna get a girl and start my own thing, well she told me I'm her only friend, and well she's mine aswell.... FUCK guys
 

Jonnyhalo

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But the manic up and downs I never had before invega. It's so nice experiencing emotions no matter what I feel, I'll never take another pharmaceutical drug again so I'm just gonna have to cope either way I'm not gonna run from myself, so now I just accept things. So I'm just gonna chill and see how this plays out, I find assuming works against me.

Now I know why the doc advised me to taper off.
Well I'm happy anyway, feelings are life I wouldn't change a thing, maybe I needed the injection to show me how special life is idk
 
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Jonnyhalo

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Oh shit this thought just hit me, well for a year or so I have been unloading my thoughts and stress on my friend T and her stuff on me, shit that's love I think...

Well that might not be a right post for this thread
 

ihateinvega

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How can one enjoy life being on this poison when you lose all sense of enjoyment? Nothing makes me happy anymore except sleep because it’s a small escape from this pain I’m suffering from but when I wake up I’m back to feeling like giving up. I used to get happy just visiting a book store or listening to my favorite songs now music sounds like a bunch of noise and I can’t even retain the information from books like I used to. This is not a way to live for anyone I wouldn’t wish this on my worse enemy
There has to be something out there you can enjoy, try to find it. Why not try to file legal action against the makers of Invega for doing this to you? I'll throw my hat in the ring, maybe others will too. I don't want anyone else to go through this.
 

Rick5639

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There has to be something out there you can enjoy, try to find it. Why not try to file legal action against the makers of Invega for doing this to you? I'll throw my hat in the ring, maybe others will too. I don't want anyone else to go through this.
I would love to sue the makers of Invega. I hate this being tortured shit.
 

Jonnyhalo

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I would love to sue the makers of Invega. I hate this being tortured shit.
This has came up before I think, i think it was Rosi 71 that was her handle anyway. Yea It didn't happen...

Dont forget all our medical records say mental.
I don't think anyone will believe us
 

Rick5639

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This has came up before I think, i think it was Rosi 71 that was her handle anyway. Yea It didn't happen...

Dont forget all our medical records say mental.
I don't think anyone will believe us
Yeah we are fucked. I am going to get that shit expunged, even though it will not mean anything. You recovered, so it does not matter for you.
 

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Still going through the process of this Vraylar shit leaving my system. Long acting antipsychotics, can kiss my ass goodbye. I've recovered to the point I don't have outbursts anymore and can control my own direction. I wish these drugs could see that I'm serious.

Did anyone else experience sever heat rash? I never got that on Invega but Vraylar left me with permanent scars.
 

Jonnyhalo

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Yeah we are fucked. I am going to get that shit expunged, even though it will not mean anything. You recovered, so it does not matter for you.
Yea it does matter this shit took me over year to get over, I want money for a year and more, they robbed me of so many opportunities in that time, dont get me started
 

Rick5639

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Still going through the process of this Vraylar shit leaving my system. Long acting antipsychotics, can kiss my ass goodbye. I've recovered to the point I don't have outbursts anymore and can control my own direction. I wish these drugs could see that I'm serious.

Did anyone else experience sever heat rash? I never got that on Invega but Vraylar left me with permanent scars.
Antipsychotics suck bro. They do not anything except fuck you up.
 

Wokengenius

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To me this is serious, and only people here on this thread understand. No one else knows what it's like in this man made hell, so I try to update any changes in my mental state, I have been on a manic roller coaster coming back, but I welcome the mania becuz to me feeling is lot better then nothingness
Yeah man I totally agree just really going through it I suppose. Tired of feeling empty and hopeless nothing gets me excited anymore and it’s driving me nuts I only had 2 shots and I feel I should be recovered
 

Wokengenius

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There has to be something out there you can enjoy, try to find it. Why not try to file legal action against the makers of Invega for doing this to you? I'll throw my hat in the ring, maybe others will too. I don't want anyone else to go through this.
There’s literally nothing I enjoy except sleep and I hate it so much
 
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