@lifeline I've been 5 months off. I got the initial dose and 3 shots of 150. I feel the same, no thoughts, emotions, libido, insomnia, can't get high or drunk not even alert from caffeine. It's an endless punishment. My mom says the same. "You gotta retrain and exercise the brain, read " if only it was that easy right? My mind used to work like a computer, quickly processed information. Now it's like it has a virus. I don't think they understand what has been done is a chemical lobotomy and castration. They don't even do this to pedophiles. All I can say is I'm in this fight with you.