lovemissile66
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Well, its July folks!!! Must be that time. Time for another attempt at sobriety. Each stab I take at detoxing off of heroin, gets a little harder. I'm guessing its because I have been using that
much longer and I am not the Spring chicken I once was I can remember the very first time I went through withdrawal. This was after a year or so of moderate use. A CAKE WALK!!!
Now, its much more intense and the time I need to wait before I can induct on my Zubsolv is almost 2 days. Had a traumatic experience during my last detox. Thought I had surely waited
long enough from my last use of heroin...20-24 hours. NO-SIR-EEE! Hell on earth.
The only blessing with each subsequent detox, is that I have a larger arsenal of comfort meds in addition to the Zub.
A couple months ago I notched 5 days of clean time with nothing more than Clonidine and 4mgs of Zub, which I broke into pieces. I waited until the 2 day mark before I ate approx 1mg of
the Zub. It brought me nearly back to 'normal'. Then I came into some money....
Story of my life.
Now, because I refuse to give up or let this fucking drug win, I am readying myself for another go. This time I have:
60 clonidine HCL 0.1mg tablets
6 Zofran 8mg tabs
5 Zofran 4mg tabs
9 Mirapex 0.125mg tabs
6 Vistaril
4 Zubsolv 5.7/1.4 tablets
I have no benzos and I'm kinda relieved. That shit sneaks up on you and its a bitch to come off. I think the Clonidine helps more in regard to the anxiety and sweats and restlessness. Forget sleep.
Its not happening, no matter what I take.
I have set this up to be a short-term detox. Would like to be off the Zub within a week. I have never taken Vistaril or Mirapex. Any feedback on either of these drugs, or my post in general OR the
fact that I wrote so much before I got to my actual question.....would be kindly appreciated.
Thank you fellow BLers
P.S. Stargazer aka Ten Years Gone....I hope all is well with you. I'm quietly wishing you come back and spread your wonderful wisdom and praise around. I miss you
much longer and I am not the Spring chicken I once was I can remember the very first time I went through withdrawal. This was after a year or so of moderate use. A CAKE WALK!!!
Now, its much more intense and the time I need to wait before I can induct on my Zubsolv is almost 2 days. Had a traumatic experience during my last detox. Thought I had surely waited
long enough from my last use of heroin...20-24 hours. NO-SIR-EEE! Hell on earth.
The only blessing with each subsequent detox, is that I have a larger arsenal of comfort meds in addition to the Zub.
A couple months ago I notched 5 days of clean time with nothing more than Clonidine and 4mgs of Zub, which I broke into pieces. I waited until the 2 day mark before I ate approx 1mg of
the Zub. It brought me nearly back to 'normal'. Then I came into some money....
Story of my life.
Now, because I refuse to give up or let this fucking drug win, I am readying myself for another go. This time I have:
60 clonidine HCL 0.1mg tablets
6 Zofran 8mg tabs
5 Zofran 4mg tabs
9 Mirapex 0.125mg tabs
6 Vistaril
4 Zubsolv 5.7/1.4 tablets
I have no benzos and I'm kinda relieved. That shit sneaks up on you and its a bitch to come off. I think the Clonidine helps more in regard to the anxiety and sweats and restlessness. Forget sleep.
Its not happening, no matter what I take.
I have set this up to be a short-term detox. Would like to be off the Zub within a week. I have never taken Vistaril or Mirapex. Any feedback on either of these drugs, or my post in general OR the
fact that I wrote so much before I got to my actual question.....would be kindly appreciated.
Thank you fellow BLers
P.S. Stargazer aka Ten Years Gone....I hope all is well with you. I'm quietly wishing you come back and spread your wonderful wisdom and praise around. I miss you