Since a week ago when i had only one pill, (which wasnt even that good,) my sleeping patterns have been broken and ive been having such vivid dreams that when i wake up it doesnt feel like ive slept at all. When i try to get to sleep also random people come into my head and speak to me like happens when i try to sleep off a comdown.
This isnt just to do with sleep either. Having a shower the other day i thought there were bruises all over my leg under the soap suds. i proceeded to freak out and wash them off to realise nothing was there. this happened for the entire shower.
I also see a midget man standing on my window sill looking out and nodding his head when i try to sleep at night. i know that its just the shadow of a tree and blinds, but the more i look the more animated he becomes to the point that i cant be sure and have to turn my light on. This only happens in the dark..things jump out at me as well like spaceships and ants made of coathangers. Im actually becoming scared of the dark and am constantly having to turn my light on.
This is really fucking with me. im afraid to tell anyone cos they'll think im crazy. i havent had anything (apart from alcohol) since last sunday and i'm still having these weird hallucinations. Its like im still coming down. Will this go away or am i descending into madness?
This isnt just to do with sleep either. Having a shower the other day i thought there were bruises all over my leg under the soap suds. i proceeded to freak out and wash them off to realise nothing was there. this happened for the entire shower.
I also see a midget man standing on my window sill looking out and nodding his head when i try to sleep at night. i know that its just the shadow of a tree and blinds, but the more i look the more animated he becomes to the point that i cant be sure and have to turn my light on. This only happens in the dark..things jump out at me as well like spaceships and ants made of coathangers. Im actually becoming scared of the dark and am constantly having to turn my light on.
This is really fucking with me. im afraid to tell anyone cos they'll think im crazy. i havent had anything (apart from alcohol) since last sunday and i'm still having these weird hallucinations. Its like im still coming down. Will this go away or am i descending into madness?