Oleander
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 20, 2019
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- 133
Hi. I hope this is in the right section because I wasn’t sure where to post it. I’ve used heroin about 5 years and smoked it the first 3 years of using it. I started slamming about 2 years ago but I wasn’t using on a consistent basis because I had periods of recovery in there as well. Not a lot, but some. This year though I had my most amount of time clean which was 5 months, then I relapsed in June and have been using almost daily since then. Of course I started off using the veins within the crook of my elbow and used the hands sparingly. After awhile though, the elbow ones started hurting really badly whenever I’d try shooting up so I used my hands most of the time afterwards. I’m not sure if the veins are collapsed or not, but I know that they are worn out. I can’t hit with them anymore because I don’t register any blood when I try. They are a little hard and dark, like black and blue. Have they collapsed? Or is it a clot or something? I can’t seem to find anything online that it sounds like and I don’t know anyone who would be able to tell me if they are or not. If anyone can help me out that would be fantastic. Btw, the pic I put up isn’t that great, it looks more like a mole than a track mark, but at least it shows what it looks like. Thanks again