- Aug 3, 2017
Yesterday I did nearly a gram of cocaine in a little over two hours. That's the quickest I've ever used cocaine. It became really intense to where I had to stop. My heart was pounding, my arm was hurting, and I just wanted to come down. It took me nearly six hours to come down completely. Fast forward to today: presently, I am sober, although I have another gram plus what I didn't finish from the first gram yesterday. Knowing me, I'm going to finish. However, ever since last night I've had this dull ache in my chest and my left arm. I don't have any other symptoms of a heart attack, though, and the pain isn't intense. It's just enough to be annoying. Mostly I'm fearful of finishing my stash, but I really want to. I know I need to pace myself better than I did yesterday. I'm not trying to die. Any advice would be welcomed.