Hey guys Ive gotten myself into trouble once again. This time I made the mistake of smoking too much cannabis while chewing coca leaf. I smoked one joint of powerful indica marijuana and while on coca leafs and felt incredibly high, like insanely high. I felt so good that I decided it would be a smart idea to smoke another whole joint (this is more cannabis than I nornally ever smoke even when not on coca leafs).
After smoking that second joint, I felt even better. I felt like the very life force itself was flowing through my body electrifying every cell. It felt almost sexual and I began to wish I had a girlfriend to smoke with. But then, about 30 minutes into my high, things went south. My heart began to beat exteremly fast and I went into a full blown cannabis panic atta ck like I had back in the day. I was 90% sure I was going to die, but I didnt want to call an ambulance because i thought maybe it would be better if I died (life has been tough for me). Fortunately (or unfortunately depending on how you look at it) I didnt die, but I had a terrible and tramatic experience where my ego collasped and my personality was shattered into its constituint parts and I as awareness watched the inner workings of my psyche break down.
Since then I have not felt right neither mentally or physically. I have a mild pain in my chest and my heart feels strained. I also feel nauseas some of the time. Mentally nothing interests me. Life seems pointless and dreary. Nothing has any meaning. ANd I still feel stimulated even though this happened two days ago.
COuld something be wrong with my heart? I was coca leaf plus weed was a safe combo? AM I mistaken?
After smoking that second joint, I felt even better. I felt like the very life force itself was flowing through my body electrifying every cell. It felt almost sexual and I began to wish I had a girlfriend to smoke with. But then, about 30 minutes into my high, things went south. My heart began to beat exteremly fast and I went into a full blown cannabis panic atta ck like I had back in the day. I was 90% sure I was going to die, but I didnt want to call an ambulance because i thought maybe it would be better if I died (life has been tough for me). Fortunately (or unfortunately depending on how you look at it) I didnt die, but I had a terrible and tramatic experience where my ego collasped and my personality was shattered into its constituint parts and I as awareness watched the inner workings of my psyche break down.
Since then I have not felt right neither mentally or physically. I have a mild pain in my chest and my heart feels strained. I also feel nauseas some of the time. Mentally nothing interests me. Life seems pointless and dreary. Nothing has any meaning. ANd I still feel stimulated even though this happened two days ago.
COuld something be wrong with my heart? I was coca leaf plus weed was a safe combo? AM I mistaken?