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💀 THE ABYSS™ 💀 Chapter IV: The Dying of the Light

schizopath

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Not on your parents? Or bullies?
Luckily my dad changed for better. He Was physically aggressice when he drank. Got bullied im School. Till high School
 

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Not on your parents? Or bullies?

Only thing i can think of is a slightly emotionally unavailable father. Though my therapist said im exactly him but "on steroids" - so not sure i can blame him fully.

Bullies never fucked with me. They sold me drugs and i tried to fight them to stick up for others.
 

schizopath

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Mine is too. They are good people. I think i am too, Atleast i Hope do. Was Seriously considerint a suicide. Planned it out.
 

schizopath

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I think too much
Now im thinking about thinking
My thoughts are like an abstract Art
Spray painting with watercolors
The wall keeps existing
FOMO about naivety
No sisters no women friends
Im hopeless
And not worth it
I must continue helping others
 
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schizopath

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Was just on there having a chat with schizo. I'll be on again in a bit I think. I have to get some calories in me, keep forgetting to eat like some kinda coked out model.
Again thanks. The situation was serious and you helped make it better. I will forever be grateful of that my brother 🖤
 

schizopath

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I know you'd do the same.
Always. Anytime you need help, you can pm me. I must admit I havent finished all of your mixes. Sorry, Im just fucking lunatically fanatic obsessive of my fav songs. Your mixes are awesome but usually not my style.
 
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