Sex with guys I've been in love with was undoubtedly 1000x better than casual sex. But my ex boyfriend moved out of the country to Spain and we talk every single day for hours and we've never been able to get over each other. He moved away in 2016. We both fuck random guys all the time because what else is there to do. I've tried dating and just can't get into anyone else and he's told me the same. Every time he comes to visit we go crazy (I haven't gone to spain yet bc the cost). We also both are into older guys (yeah ik this is weird as shit) so I like fucking older guys bc my daddy issues tbh. But I couldn't survive without sex pretty frequently because I actually go crazy without it. I have a ridiculous sex drive even while I'm prescriped Vyvanse, xanax, wellbutrin, lamictal, and lexapro. It was also insane when I was on SSRIs and abilify so I can't imagine how bad it would be if I was tapered off a few of my meds...
