AndrewLiam
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 3, 2015
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I have been making pretty awful and selfish life choices recently in pursuit of drugs..I was the worst pothead for like 6 years and just recently stopped smoking, but I have traded the weed high for drinking everyday, doing coke here and there, looking for painkillers and any drug do lift my depression. I haven't felt true creativity in so long i'm forgetting what it feels like...I think this is because of my drug use/fixation. I know some people are like addicted to weed?! but I was the worst weedhead out there, i had to smoke everyday all day or I wouldn't eat/socialize/ come out of my room until i had a bowl packed. Tbh I just want to quit drugs and leave them behind for ever, which is a bit sad because I do think they are useful but I think I ruined them for myself. Do you think I will cheer up find happiness If I leave all these substances behind? I have a lot of hope