sleepy
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I've been severely depressed. Lately it's gotten to the point that I've found it difficult to impossible to function. I'm not suicidal, but I've fantasized. This isn't for nothing. I've been going through something specific, and about two months ago it took a turn for the worse.
I've been under a psychiatrist's care. I'm on Bupropion/Lamotrigine/Atomoxetine and Trazadone for sleep. And I'm still on a bit of Quetiapine. The antipsychotic and bipolar meds are because I had a sever psychotic break last December. Now they think it was a manic episode and that I'm bipolar I. I had great hopes with this diagnosis because I thought maybe the Atomoxetine would treat my depression. It helped slightly.
I'm also a recovering dope fiend -- herion & coke and alcohol. Because of my alcohol abuse I've had seizures. I had three in the year that I drank heavily. Obviously they were from alcohol withdrawal.
As I said, in the past few months my depression has become unbearable. In response, I've recently begun plugging Bupropion. At first I did it on top of my oral dose which is 300mg. This was only very small amounts. I got a great deal of relief. Now I've begun simply plugging my entire oral dose rather than swallowing it.
I've read, on forums discussing shooting/snorting and otherwise abusing Bupropion that over 300 mg. is seizure territory. Since eliminating my oral dose I haven't exceeded 300mg. However I've read that the oral bioavailabilty of Bupropion is only 5-20%. Plugging would be, what, 100%? With this in mind, how dangerous would 300mg be?
Also, am I correct to think that the Lamotrigine I'm on, because it's seizure medication, would act as a prophylactic?
Please don't flame me. Since I've begun doing this I've been able to function for the first time in so long. I'm my old self.
Thank you for any input.
(I realize I wasn't clear: I haven't used opiates, alcohol, or any recreational meds since going into detox two years ago. --- Also, I don't take the 300 mg. all at once, but broken-up throughout the day.)
I've been under a psychiatrist's care. I'm on Bupropion/Lamotrigine/Atomoxetine and Trazadone for sleep. And I'm still on a bit of Quetiapine. The antipsychotic and bipolar meds are because I had a sever psychotic break last December. Now they think it was a manic episode and that I'm bipolar I. I had great hopes with this diagnosis because I thought maybe the Atomoxetine would treat my depression. It helped slightly.
I'm also a recovering dope fiend -- herion & coke and alcohol. Because of my alcohol abuse I've had seizures. I had three in the year that I drank heavily. Obviously they were from alcohol withdrawal.
As I said, in the past few months my depression has become unbearable. In response, I've recently begun plugging Bupropion. At first I did it on top of my oral dose which is 300mg. This was only very small amounts. I got a great deal of relief. Now I've begun simply plugging my entire oral dose rather than swallowing it.
I've read, on forums discussing shooting/snorting and otherwise abusing Bupropion that over 300 mg. is seizure territory. Since eliminating my oral dose I haven't exceeded 300mg. However I've read that the oral bioavailabilty of Bupropion is only 5-20%. Plugging would be, what, 100%? With this in mind, how dangerous would 300mg be?
Also, am I correct to think that the Lamotrigine I'm on, because it's seizure medication, would act as a prophylactic?
Please don't flame me. Since I've begun doing this I've been able to function for the first time in so long. I'm my old self.
Thank you for any input.
(I realize I wasn't clear: I haven't used opiates, alcohol, or any recreational meds since going into detox two years ago. --- Also, I don't take the 300 mg. all at once, but broken-up throughout the day.)
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