🎨 ARTministrator 🎨
- Feb 8, 2006
- In the mountains
@jhjhsdi was weird talking to dead friends and it was like they were literally like sitting next to me or sitting in the trees as the ground was on fire and they didn't want to get down. As for what they told me haunts me till today. How he got tortured everyday and constantly burning but no scars. Imagine burning away, that feeling of extreme heat but nothing happening to your flesh but still getting the smell of burning flesh and the screams, he told me the screams were the worst. And another friend told me that she was just lost in darkness, nothing. She said she was/is all alone with nothing and no one around her except her thoughts. When i took this plant i tripped or had a spiritual journey that lasted me roughly 3 days roughly. In the beginning the visuals were awesome and amazing but as time passed by it just got darker and darker. I remember on day 2 laying under my bed scared AF under a blanket and something kept tapping me on the shoulder and whispering in my ear "let's go play outside" none stop and this went on for a few hrs, just kept ignoring the voice but what freaked me out so much about that specific moment was the tapping on my shoulder. It felt so real like someone poking you constantly to get your attention. And then "it" left and said "fine be that way". I was scared shitless to say the least.
Anyhow a lot more happened but after that i promised never to take that plant again.
Wow... that gave me chills. I have read many reports of datura/etc producing hellish experiences, but few so detailed and personal as this. I have read a couple of isolated reports of spiritual practitioners using it cautiously as a way to connect with the spirit world. I think this is one I will never touch, even though it does intrigue me. I have had a brugmansia tree, it didn't make it through the winter, but its energy was so intense, and the flowers smell A M A Z I N G.
I most I have really considered is eating like 5 seeds to try to have really intense dreams, maybe I will someday but I don't know.