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In late but I have some thoughts.
This is important: you are not stupid or dumb. It is not at all your fault that he uses, yes? So you aren't to blame. If anything, you're being a very empathetic human being, the kind of person that addicts and bad people prey upon. I think that you should get support from friends/family soon so that you can move out of this toxic place you're in, mentally and physically.
I'd have his heart checked ASAP if possible. Cocaine does a number on it. Especially if he's doing five grams in a day and it's remotely pure.
What you describe are physical withdrawal symptoms that to my knowledge are largely due to use of opioids, benzos, and/or alcohol. A lot of cocaine addicts are also alcoholics, as they synergize, which makes the heart effects much worse. Lots of addicts use more than one substance. I mean if you're talking about the bed that wet..things don't make sense to me there if it's only a stimulant addiction. Trouble sleeping, yes, but not these terrible physical symptoms otherwise.
But again, this is about you. You don't owe him anything at this point. It can be a brutal world.
This is important: you are not stupid or dumb. It is not at all your fault that he uses, yes? So you aren't to blame. If anything, you're being a very empathetic human being, the kind of person that addicts and bad people prey upon. I think that you should get support from friends/family soon so that you can move out of this toxic place you're in, mentally and physically.
I'd have his heart checked ASAP if possible. Cocaine does a number on it. Especially if he's doing five grams in a day and it's remotely pure.
What you describe are physical withdrawal symptoms that to my knowledge are largely due to use of opioids, benzos, and/or alcohol. A lot of cocaine addicts are also alcoholics, as they synergize, which makes the heart effects much worse. Lots of addicts use more than one substance. I mean if you're talking about the bed that wet..things don't make sense to me there if it's only a stimulant addiction. Trouble sleeping, yes, but not these terrible physical symptoms otherwise.
But again, this is about you. You don't owe him anything at this point. It can be a brutal world.