angli4anin
Greenlighter
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- Mar 17, 2010
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I live in North Africa where good stuff is hard to come by and expensive.
For the past twelve months I have been snorting a brown powder which is some kind of opium derivative. I have been doing it more and more over the months until it is now a daily occurrence. It's getting expensive now and I need to stop it.
The doses that I have been taking have been getting smaller and smaller all of the time. It has come to the stage where I believe that I am not really getting that much of an effect from the substance itself - instead I think that it is the 'naughtiness' of the ritual of snorting itself that is having the effect and this is why I am struggling to just stop it.
So my question is if anyone knows of a good placebo substance that I can snort to see if it gives me the same effect as the opium? If it is actually something that gives me some kind of a minor buzz at the same time, then all the better.
Fortunately many kind of prescription drugs are available over the counter here, so I can get hold of a wide range if there is something good worth snorting.
For the past twelve months I have been snorting a brown powder which is some kind of opium derivative. I have been doing it more and more over the months until it is now a daily occurrence. It's getting expensive now and I need to stop it.
The doses that I have been taking have been getting smaller and smaller all of the time. It has come to the stage where I believe that I am not really getting that much of an effect from the substance itself - instead I think that it is the 'naughtiness' of the ritual of snorting itself that is having the effect and this is why I am struggling to just stop it.
So my question is if anyone knows of a good placebo substance that I can snort to see if it gives me the same effect as the opium? If it is actually something that gives me some kind of a minor buzz at the same time, then all the better.
Fortunately many kind of prescription drugs are available over the counter here, so I can get hold of a wide range if there is something good worth snorting.