Mono-Benzoylmorphine was obtained from a friend (thank you, you know who you are) for the intended use of combatting cancer related pain as well as simply numbing my mind during this time.
The substance was synthesized from opium in a similar fashion to a very clean version of black tar heroin. The substance therefore likely contains a mixture of other benzoyl’ated alkaloids as well as possibly unreacted morphine and dibenzoylmorphine. I’ve never seen black tar heroin before but by all descriptors this stuff seems very similar. Smells like a mixture of tar, coffee grounds, burnt Chinese food, and some odd fairly nice smell which I can’t put a finger on.
A vial of this substance was procured. It was estimated to be about a half gram of benzoylmorphine in this vial which was then diluted to 15ml. (After bioassay it’s now obvious that this estimate may be on the low side, or my tolerance is somehow below its original rock bottom.)
I waited as long as possible before using this substance, having been using poppy extract so far to combat the pain, last night it wasn’t enough due to excessive swelling and I wound up staying up until 6am in pain.
At 6am I took an insulin syringe, sucked up 10units (1/10th of a ml or 3.33mg estimated benzoylmorphine) broke off the tip and then sprayed the solution up into my nostril. The pain was sudden and intense causing me to freak out a bit and blow out some of the dose. (My first time doing this ROA or a tar like opi product in this fashion.) But the pain subsided almost instantly and was likely mostly the water.
I then proceeded to hop in the shower to help mitigate the pain. While I was in there I slowly felt the drug come on. It was surprisingly very slow acting, and seemed to do well with me breathing hot humid air into my nose.
It took about 20mins before I really started to feel it, back in my raw afghan heroin rock days when I’d snort it I’d feel the effect within a few minutes at most.
The effect then began to build and by the time I was out and in bed the pain was 100% gone and I had a little shit eating grin on my face. I noticed for the first time in many years I was drifting off to that place in opiate land where dreams meet reality and you straddling thecline.
Completely blown away by how potent this stuff is but again I believe my tolerance is somehow reversed after low dose suboxone all these years. The poppy extract seems more potent to me than it technically should be too. My only other assumption is very proper extraction, synthesis as well as good sourced poppies.
It’s now 3 hours later, slowly coming out of the fade right now and feeling pretty good.
If I could equate this stuff to heroin it’s almost identical except the longer comeup and duration (likely due to increased fat solubility) as well as the fact this stuff is more like a very cleaned black tar dope which I’ve never had before. I can definitely still feel the other alkaloids, that said they feel subdued compared to the benzoylmorphine present.
Good shit, likely a few more bioassays to come with what I have left but once it’s gone and I’m healed up I pray that’s the end of it. (All know how that goes..)
Edit- This shit is def heroin with legs. You don’t get quite the same rush comeup but what it lacks in that department it makes for with longer duration.
One thing I find interesting when comparing this tar to the pure heroin I was doing 10+yrs ago, is it seems to space me out more. I’ll kinda zone out, but I guess it’s been over a decade since I did dope proper so maybe I zoned out back then too.
I just remember the pure heroin of old was like a drug that was so euphoric and wonderful yet some how still very functional at lower doses. This tar doesn’t seem like it’s conducive to going through life using this to maintain. Too “fucked up” feeling, especially my vision which blurry. I believe this is due to the other alkaloids because poppy extract does this too.
-GC
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The substance was synthesized from opium in a similar fashion to a very clean version of black tar heroin. The substance therefore likely contains a mixture of other benzoyl’ated alkaloids as well as possibly unreacted morphine and dibenzoylmorphine. I’ve never seen black tar heroin before but by all descriptors this stuff seems very similar. Smells like a mixture of tar, coffee grounds, burnt Chinese food, and some odd fairly nice smell which I can’t put a finger on.
A vial of this substance was procured. It was estimated to be about a half gram of benzoylmorphine in this vial which was then diluted to 15ml. (After bioassay it’s now obvious that this estimate may be on the low side, or my tolerance is somehow below its original rock bottom.)
I waited as long as possible before using this substance, having been using poppy extract so far to combat the pain, last night it wasn’t enough due to excessive swelling and I wound up staying up until 6am in pain.
At 6am I took an insulin syringe, sucked up 10units (1/10th of a ml or 3.33mg estimated benzoylmorphine) broke off the tip and then sprayed the solution up into my nostril. The pain was sudden and intense causing me to freak out a bit and blow out some of the dose. (My first time doing this ROA or a tar like opi product in this fashion.) But the pain subsided almost instantly and was likely mostly the water.
I then proceeded to hop in the shower to help mitigate the pain. While I was in there I slowly felt the drug come on. It was surprisingly very slow acting, and seemed to do well with me breathing hot humid air into my nose.
It took about 20mins before I really started to feel it, back in my raw afghan heroin rock days when I’d snort it I’d feel the effect within a few minutes at most.
The effect then began to build and by the time I was out and in bed the pain was 100% gone and I had a little shit eating grin on my face. I noticed for the first time in many years I was drifting off to that place in opiate land where dreams meet reality and you straddling thecline.
Completely blown away by how potent this stuff is but again I believe my tolerance is somehow reversed after low dose suboxone all these years. The poppy extract seems more potent to me than it technically should be too. My only other assumption is very proper extraction, synthesis as well as good sourced poppies.
It’s now 3 hours later, slowly coming out of the fade right now and feeling pretty good.
If I could equate this stuff to heroin it’s almost identical except the longer comeup and duration (likely due to increased fat solubility) as well as the fact this stuff is more like a very cleaned black tar dope which I’ve never had before. I can definitely still feel the other alkaloids, that said they feel subdued compared to the benzoylmorphine present.
Good shit, likely a few more bioassays to come with what I have left but once it’s gone and I’m healed up I pray that’s the end of it. (All know how that goes..)
Edit- This shit is def heroin with legs. You don’t get quite the same rush comeup but what it lacks in that department it makes for with longer duration.
One thing I find interesting when comparing this tar to the pure heroin I was doing 10+yrs ago, is it seems to space me out more. I’ll kinda zone out, but I guess it’s been over a decade since I did dope proper so maybe I zoned out back then too.
I just remember the pure heroin of old was like a drug that was so euphoric and wonderful yet some how still very functional at lower doses. This tar doesn’t seem like it’s conducive to going through life using this to maintain. Too “fucked up” feeling, especially my vision which blurry. I believe this is due to the other alkaloids because poppy extract does this too.
-GC
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_benzoylmorphine
substancecode_opiates
explevel_firsttime
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
roacode_nasal
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I've never heard of this.
