RevolutioZ
Greenlighter
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- Nov 5, 2016
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I was addicted to benzos such as xanax, valium, roofies and z-drugs for about 2.5-3 years. I developed a tolerance to both. I was never on high doses at all, but I got to a point where it seemed like it didn't work no matter how much I took. I already took a 15 week long tolerance break last year with negative results. Pills did not work. Alcohol worked, so I didnt know WTF was going on.
I flipped out on xanax last year and almost got into jail, luckily I got away with pepper spray and handcuffs. I decided to stop and take a long break. At christmas i have been 1 year 100% clean from ALL substances, YES even alcohol. I have lost 66 pounds, exercise almost everyday, eat healthy and just started working. SURELY my body and mind should be reset at this point? My tolerance should have dropped right?
Look, I am not even interested in going back on benzos again. However I do like z-drugs, i want to try Lyrica for the first time and maybe drink a couple of beers at new years eve you know. Made a lot of progress this year, but it has been fucking BORING. I am never going back to abusing again, but I would rather die(literally, i mean it) than go through another year without any kind of stimulation once in a while.
Let me know what you guys think.
I flipped out on xanax last year and almost got into jail, luckily I got away with pepper spray and handcuffs. I decided to stop and take a long break. At christmas i have been 1 year 100% clean from ALL substances, YES even alcohol. I have lost 66 pounds, exercise almost everyday, eat healthy and just started working. SURELY my body and mind should be reset at this point? My tolerance should have dropped right?
Look, I am not even interested in going back on benzos again. However I do like z-drugs, i want to try Lyrica for the first time and maybe drink a couple of beers at new years eve you know. Made a lot of progress this year, but it has been fucking BORING. I am never going back to abusing again, but I would rather die(literally, i mean it) than go through another year without any kind of stimulation once in a while.
Let me know what you guys think.
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