No, you are not disrespecting anyone by not taking their advice.
It seems to me that a lot of posters in this thread suffers from some kind of severe hubris which leaves them butt hurt.
In any case, boosting with opioids/opiates work, but are not recommended, for obvious reasons (respiratory depression and so forth).
I think a tolerance-break is the only thing that will help you.
I could eat about 8 mg of clonazepam in December last year, with no obvious effect. I stayed clean until June, and now 1 mg gets me really funky..
Take it easy, good luck!