On 28th November last year, it all began when a very depressed and lonely girl ventured to a small italian restaurant she'd never been to before and sat down and shared a meal with two amazing people.
The following night she went to adventjah where she met some people who would soon become very near and dear to her heart. People who are very diverse in their liked and dislikes, very diverse in their lifestyles but with a few things in common - open minds, open hearts and a love of the rave culture.
Since then, that girl has realised that the life she was living was not one that was making her happy, not one that was leaving her feeling fulfilled.
The girl who previously went out perhaps 4 times a year is now going out at least once a month, she has made more friends in the past 6 months than she has made in the past 6 years. She has quit her unsatisfying job, is moving interstate where she intends to get a job where she can work to live, instead of live to work and she hopes to meet many more amazing people and do some refresher courses in things she once enjoyed.
This girl is me... and not so long ago, I was existing, but thanks to the love and support of my new found friends, I am beginning to believe in myself again, believe that I am worthy of being loved and loving in return, and I am working towards doing more living than existing.
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![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
