I feel like the only way I ever feel happy is if I'm dreaming. Especially the dreams that come from medically forced sleep. I often take things like Trazodone, Anti-psychotics, Sleeping Pills, Benzo's, Barbiturates, Opiates etc and sleep for anywhere up to 27 hours without waking. I'm talking fall-flat-on-your-face-and-can't-get-up doses. I'll do this, be awake for a few hours and then repeat. I know I can't dream my life away but I wish I could just go into a coma until there's a cure for what's pains me. Does anyone else use sleep as an escape?