ChrisCat1988
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That’s not what I’m after - looking for people in same boat as me.... some understanding of it all
I'm in a situation where I'm lucky enough that the gp etc have zero idea im a drug user an as I have future plans I'd like to keep it that way.I am mostly off heroin I say mostly because I still use it now and again feel free to pm also I have some advice for you and the other 2 geezers which is GET ON METHADONE I say this to everyone now kind of like a broken record but I can't believe everyone isn't on it it's basically free heroin free once you are on the right dose you will no longer have to skimp scrape and graft everyday you will have your fix waiting for you at the chemist everyday and if your good you will be allowed a week's worth so you aint gotta trek to the chemist everyday believe me apart from the obvious "quit" this is the best advice you will ever get my friends
My gp don't know I'm On methadone I used to think that but I didn't even have to go to or tell my gp I went to a place called turning point who have their own doctors I got my first dose that same day to started on 50mg the doctor actually asked me what dose I wanted all I had to do was give a urine test so they can see I do indeed use heroin I still regularly collect my weekly codeine prescription and I've spoken to my gp a few times about different things and he's not mentioned heroin once honestly if you are sick of dealing with this life and want to take a step towards recovery methadone is the best thing for you mate you just need to find the right doseI'm in a situation where I'm lucky enough that the gp etc have zero idea im a drug user an as I have future plans I'd like to keep it that way.
I can see the luxury of having it waiting for you though.. iv actually been using televend and 4days later still no delivery so I'm pretty bummed out today.
Ah okay guys
Well I only started with heroin afew weeks ago, by using a friend's
Finally for my own through certainly wasn't this expensive when my mum was on it when I was a kid lol
Anything from £40 to £60 for 0.5g after all the crypto fees etc
Anyway
How much heroin would be usual for a beginner to start with? For example how much would 0.5g usually last? A newbie, A oldie..
Concidering my mum died from a H and cocain overdose I'd like not the end up like that.
It's actually all come from crippling pain that started 5 years ago they've had me doped up on df 30mg x8+ daily an 2000mg+ gabapentin
It stopped working.. I grew insane with the pain.. heroin was offered and that with the little soma/xanax/Clonazapam/pregab/df concoction I tried over the last week has had me being able to be pain free properly for the first time in years!!
However I'd rather not get too complacent ya know..
I won't inject although I'd like to fully experience what my mother did I know that's a road I seen too many never come back from..
So at the moment it's just little bits chased on foil or in a cig
Also just stumbled upon booty n v bumps but not don't research on that yet.
Also my partner is very nieve when it comes to drugs, older than me but always lived in the hills.. no interest in them.. likes a little j every several months, a df if in alot of pain but that's it.. name it they've not tried it.
I really want them to just have 1 night with me like I did with my friend last week on the light lsd Blotter, with the nice ket and the h blowbacks an a few foil chases as a one night only deal just to show why I do it how it feels.. there not an addictive nature type.. but I feel guilty for wanting to bond and explore the one time with the H.. but lonely an isolated misunderstood without doing it..
I'm doing my own head in with how badly my moods crashed since company has gone that does it with me and I'm left to do it alone with the partner just watching on.. I can't imagine having no desire to experience atleast once why my partner was doing something like that.
Love some feedback heads blagged
Ps. I was born in Manc mate but raised in Wales
Damn had to read that thread a thew times lol.. Hey and welcome @felixlovechild
This is fucking unfair to your partner, and you know it.Also my partner is very nieve when it comes to drugs, older than me but always lived in the hills.. no interest in them.. likes a little j every several months, a df if in alot of pain but that's it.. name it they've not tried it.
I really want them to just have 1 night with me like I did with my friend last week on the light lsd Blotter, with the nice ket and the h blowbacks an a few foil chases as a one night only deal just to show why I do it how it feels.. there not an addictive nature type.. but I feel guilty for wanting to bond and explore the one time with the H.. but lonely an isolated misunderstood without doing it..
I'm doing my own head in with how badly my moods crashed since company has gone that does it with me and I'm left to do it alone with the partner just watching on.. I can't imagine having no desire to experience atleast once why my partner was doing something like that.
Love some feedback heads blagged
Ps. I was born in Manc mate but raised in Wales
you should know how subtle this shit is psychologically.
A beginner? As in ZERO opioid tolerance?
0.5g, assuming it's reasonably strong, could last quite a while. Actually it could last quite a while even if it's pretty damn weak. Heroin is very strong if you don't have a tolerance (to be clear, if your only experience are the weaker opioids like codeine and tramadol, I'd rate that as pretty much little to no tolerance relative to heroin).
I would start in the mg range, 5-10mg, that kinda thing, until you have an idea what you can handle.
Heroin+cocaine (a speedball) is an especially dangerous combination because the cocaines stimulant effects allow you to take higher doses of heroin than you can handle. But since cocaine wears off faster, you take enough of both to feel good, then the coke wears off and the heroin gets a lot more powerful than you initially realized.
If you wanna try heroin, that's fine. I mean it's not fine, it's EXTREMELY dangerous. In truth I doubt many people here aren't gonna roll their eyes at your "one time with h" comment. Cause it's never one time. If you can justify doing it once, you can justify doing it again.
But please DO NOT pressure anyone else into taking it with you. Not only for their sake but yours as well. If you have a conscience and they end up addicted, it's likely you will end up hating yourself for your involvement in starting their habit.
Take the risks you're prepared to take, and taking heroin is a BIG risk, but don't push other people to do the same.