So a bit of an intro. I had two yeas clean and then relapsed in February. Used daily from the get go. IV heroin and Diualdid. Crazy expensive habit. Went to detox at the end of March for 9days. Used as soon as I got out. Daily use again. The last time I used was this afternoon. My veins are shot. So is my financial situation and my life. So, am I truly ready to kick. Will I just flake out again tomorrow? Can I kick on my own without going to a detox this time? So many questions. Like I had mentioned I did two years after 13 years of use. I was so readyto be done back then. I know it's possible. Anyway I know only I can decide to do this. I'm just really venting.
