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Am i in too deep?

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wutang8balll

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Me and my friend go through an 3.5 grams to 4.5 a night sometimes more in a week we can easily go through 20 if we hangout every night. We've been doing this for 8 almost 9 months. I'm curious cause we seem fine and we're doing really good stuff it's not by any means weak or what would be considered cheap blow. I even got checked out by a doctor who said i was perfectly healthy.

P.s I'm talking about cocaine just realized i didn't mention it
 
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You're very fortunate that your doctor ascertained you weren't suffering from any of the cardiac problems cocaine is notorious for causing, but I can't imagine that averaging 4 grams a day for several months hasn't left you with some sort of psychological or physical addiction (or possibly both).
 
i dont really know what "deep" is, but if you are hitting some real nice fish scale, 3.5 a day, every day. I'd say you might want to chill out. Did you go to an ear/nose/throat doctor?... Thats a pretty expensive habit bro. what are you, a lawyer? :p
 
There's no such thing as "too deep" until you're dead. There's always hope for recovery if you have the will to quit.
 
i dont really know what "deep" is, but if you are hitting some real nice fish scale, 3.5 a day, every day. I'd say you might want to chill out. Did you go to an ear/nose/throat doctor?... Thats a pretty expensive habit bro. what are you, a lawyer? :p
Lol no gambled for awhile made great money then recently got in a car accident was hit by a drunk driver so got allot of money for that. And no haven't gone to any specialist.
 
You're very fortunate that your doctor ascertained you weren't suffering from any of the cardiac problems cocaine is notorious for causing, but I can't imagine that averaging 4 grams a day for several months hasn't left you with some sort of psychological or physical addiction (or possibly both).
To be honest I'm surprised too i just like to have as good time is all. I was expecting to hear terrible news.
 
go to a specialist. im sure he will be able to see some things a general doctor wouldn't.(<--- thats just a personal recommendation. thats what i would do.)

ahh, i play baccarat recreation-ally. (im white tho, haha)... That drunk driver stuff is some bull shit man. glad you made it through alive.
 
There's no such thing as "too deep" until you're dead. There's always hope for recovery if you have the will to quit.

Then again, waiting till you're dead to take any steps towards building yourself a better life is...unlikely to be very productive. :p
 
never to late for anything or " in too deep " all of us here have options
now "should i live my life sober?" that is the question some of us don't even know what "living sober" is anymore nor can imagine it
don't let the the doc saying you are fine fool you
no one is a super hero eventually addictions get the best of you not a matter of IF but WHEN
no one is safe from the damage whether it be drugs, pills, alcohol or even sex addictions can do

get out while you still can is the advice i always give someone
 
Jeezus man!!!! I feel sorry for your raw nostrils! Both of them! How do you mitigate this BTW?

To the question: I'd say drop the friend like a bad habit, and drop the bad habit. Your nervous system is gonna seem horribly imbalanced initially, so take the supplement 5-htp if you start feeling very depressed. I would go to a doctor as well because, if it was me, I know I'd have suicidal thoughts for at least a week from the horrible imbalance in neuro/homeostasis.

The brain is elastic, but nonthig in this universe is perfectly elastic, so quit now before the damage is fully manifested in the grossest of forms.
 
Lol no gambled for awhile made great money then recently got in a car accident was hit by a drunk driver so got allot of money for that. And no haven't gone to any specialist.
Lawsuit, my brother used to call that and people collecting SSI(young people not seniors) thee hillbilly lottery!
 
If you have to ask, and you know you're doing large amounts of coke or other drugs then yes you are. Good luck getting sober.
 
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