RRJ31337
Bluelighter
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- Jul 24, 2016
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Alright so i tried heroin in 2016 for the first time and did it off and on thru 2016 and stopped early 2017. Never withdrew because i spaced it out. Didnt consume any narcotics in 2018 and in 2019, started making money- Back to the heroin
This time i sustained my use, it got bad around april and come may, i was smoking it every day. In july i started shooting it, every day.
I recently got a second and third job just to afford heroin. Last saturday i purchased from a new dealer, better shit at a cheaper price but instead of bags, its sold in gel caps.
Saturday i had half a cap left i was saving for that night. That evening i was shooting coke with my buddy in a parking lot and a cop pulls to the lot, we freak out and start shoving our shit back into our junkie kits. Well my dumbass put in a bottlecap half filled with water and it got the cap wet.
I get home 2 hours later and the heroin is all coagulated to the cap so i said fuck it and disolved the whole cap and shot it then went out to my car to smoke a bowl. About 25 minutes in my head starts POUNDING, Hard and fast. Every heart beat my head would throb. It was so bad i couldnt lay down. I ate 5 advil and managed to lay and told myself that if i woke up from this, fine, id never shoot smack again.
Started going thru wds on sunday and called outta work, both jobs yesterday and today.
Tomorrow i have 3 jobs i CANNOT call out from and im gonna be working from 6am all the way to 1AM the next night.
Would i fuck this up if i just did a little line tomorrow morning to get be back in the game a little? Its a task even walking 25 feet and i gotta POWER WORK tomorrow. Would one line completely restart the withdrawl process?
This time i sustained my use, it got bad around april and come may, i was smoking it every day. In july i started shooting it, every day.
I recently got a second and third job just to afford heroin. Last saturday i purchased from a new dealer, better shit at a cheaper price but instead of bags, its sold in gel caps.
Saturday i had half a cap left i was saving for that night. That evening i was shooting coke with my buddy in a parking lot and a cop pulls to the lot, we freak out and start shoving our shit back into our junkie kits. Well my dumbass put in a bottlecap half filled with water and it got the cap wet.
I get home 2 hours later and the heroin is all coagulated to the cap so i said fuck it and disolved the whole cap and shot it then went out to my car to smoke a bowl. About 25 minutes in my head starts POUNDING, Hard and fast. Every heart beat my head would throb. It was so bad i couldnt lay down. I ate 5 advil and managed to lay and told myself that if i woke up from this, fine, id never shoot smack again.
Started going thru wds on sunday and called outta work, both jobs yesterday and today.
Tomorrow i have 3 jobs i CANNOT call out from and im gonna be working from 6am all the way to 1AM the next night.
Would i fuck this up if i just did a little line tomorrow morning to get be back in the game a little? Its a task even walking 25 feet and i gotta POWER WORK tomorrow. Would one line completely restart the withdrawl process?