Bomb319
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I am on a high dose of 220 mg which I take every day as maintenance. One of the reasons it's so high is because I had some surgery and medical issues way back that also greatly increased my tolerance...but I digress
My issue is that my daily dose has wildly different effects from one day to the next. These are definitely not psychological because I have objective symptoms of withdrawal on occasion as early as 18-24 hours after my last dose! Huge pupils and even the late-withdrawal symptom of sneezing fits are a good example. Yawning is always the first sign, and that can come infrequently as early as 10 hours after dosing. I'm always trying to use potentiation methods to help with this. I take high-dose Zantac several times daily to minimize stomach acidity, since that has a powerful effect on efficacy. I always take my dose on a stomach as empty as possible, and I take Diphenhydramine along with it; this is one of the more mysterious effects. Diph. doesn't just potentiate it by making me feel drowsier and enhancing subjective effects. I don't know how, but it appears to actually modulate the intensity of methadone itself - meaning that right before it kicks in, I can feel a sudden increase of purely opioid effects before the drowsiness kicks in. I also take clonidine, and quite a lot of it (up to 0.5 mg per day and sometimes more) mostly to help with the early withdrawal I often get because I metabolize methadone so quickly.
Even if I do all these things consistently from one day to the next, effects can vary dramatically. For example, the other day, I used these various measures as usual. Yet I could barely feel it kicking in after dosing. For the rest of the day, I felt as though I hadn't even taken anything (except withdrawals would of course been much worse if I hadn't). Yesterday, far from having the same experience, I was probably affected by it more than I have been any other time in the past year. I was actually high from it - coming on in strong waves all day as though I'd taken heroin. No joke. And that was without increasing my dose at all. I DID drink grapefruit juice the day before, but only a couple glasses of it and it was just from concentrate. If that was a factor, I could never have imagined it could produce such a powerful effect. At any rate, this wild fluctuation of effect happens constantly when I DON'T have GFJ or any other change in my routine.
If anyone can PLEASE provide insight here, I've been trying to figure out the answer and solution to this for literally years now. This is certainly the best place to ask, and everyone here is always really friendly and helpful! If possible, I would also REALLY love to know what the regimens are of other MMT users and which practices they have perfected to optimize their dosing. Thanks a lot!
My issue is that my daily dose has wildly different effects from one day to the next. These are definitely not psychological because I have objective symptoms of withdrawal on occasion as early as 18-24 hours after my last dose! Huge pupils and even the late-withdrawal symptom of sneezing fits are a good example. Yawning is always the first sign, and that can come infrequently as early as 10 hours after dosing. I'm always trying to use potentiation methods to help with this. I take high-dose Zantac several times daily to minimize stomach acidity, since that has a powerful effect on efficacy. I always take my dose on a stomach as empty as possible, and I take Diphenhydramine along with it; this is one of the more mysterious effects. Diph. doesn't just potentiate it by making me feel drowsier and enhancing subjective effects. I don't know how, but it appears to actually modulate the intensity of methadone itself - meaning that right before it kicks in, I can feel a sudden increase of purely opioid effects before the drowsiness kicks in. I also take clonidine, and quite a lot of it (up to 0.5 mg per day and sometimes more) mostly to help with the early withdrawal I often get because I metabolize methadone so quickly.
Even if I do all these things consistently from one day to the next, effects can vary dramatically. For example, the other day, I used these various measures as usual. Yet I could barely feel it kicking in after dosing. For the rest of the day, I felt as though I hadn't even taken anything (except withdrawals would of course been much worse if I hadn't). Yesterday, far from having the same experience, I was probably affected by it more than I have been any other time in the past year. I was actually high from it - coming on in strong waves all day as though I'd taken heroin. No joke. And that was without increasing my dose at all. I DID drink grapefruit juice the day before, but only a couple glasses of it and it was just from concentrate. If that was a factor, I could never have imagined it could produce such a powerful effect. At any rate, this wild fluctuation of effect happens constantly when I DON'T have GFJ or any other change in my routine.
If anyone can PLEASE provide insight here, I've been trying to figure out the answer and solution to this for literally years now. This is certainly the best place to ask, and everyone here is always really friendly and helpful! If possible, I would also REALLY love to know what the regimens are of other MMT users and which practices they have perfected to optimize their dosing. Thanks a lot!
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