Phoenix_rising
Bluelighter
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- Sep 22, 2010
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Please im only looking for constructive advice and NOT sarcastic critisism,thank you,just thought i would get that out the way before starting.
I was on bupe since the begining of 2013 as i started using Heroin not long before my mum died after 20 years clean,i started at 16mg a day and went down to .4 then jumped to high dose plain leaf kratom with no withdrawal,i felt great but it started the addictive nature again and before long i was taking poppy pods and valium,so i managed to get off subutex and pregabalin,oh yeah i forgot to tell you that,i was on 100mg a day prgabalin.
So what now? Do i go back to the Doctor? I know i dont want to go back on subutex...Mainly because it does nothing for me,it keeps me steady so i suppose it does something,but didnt stop the mental craving for a drug buzz.I did use all sorts that would work on subutex,like coke,methoxetamine,cannabinoids etc etc. So the subutex really didn`t work in that respect,it didn`t block everything and surely didn`t stop my cravings.
Any advice woul be very welcome.
I was on bupe since the begining of 2013 as i started using Heroin not long before my mum died after 20 years clean,i started at 16mg a day and went down to .4 then jumped to high dose plain leaf kratom with no withdrawal,i felt great but it started the addictive nature again and before long i was taking poppy pods and valium,so i managed to get off subutex and pregabalin,oh yeah i forgot to tell you that,i was on 100mg a day prgabalin.
So what now? Do i go back to the Doctor? I know i dont want to go back on subutex...Mainly because it does nothing for me,it keeps me steady so i suppose it does something,but didnt stop the mental craving for a drug buzz.I did use all sorts that would work on subutex,like coke,methoxetamine,cannabinoids etc etc. So the subutex really didn`t work in that respect,it didn`t block everything and surely didn`t stop my cravings.
Any advice woul be very welcome.