ValaisFendant
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Hi all -
I am down to 0.25mg of suboxone a day while
trying to keep chronic back pain in check, but I want a way off of the last bit of subs (I am not taking any other controlled substances now, and do not want to).
I have been on suboxone for 18 months, after a few years of self medicating with opiates. I started subs at 2mg/day, and have been at 0.25mg/day for the last 6 weeks.
I want to get entirely off for a few main reasons
1) to avoid intraday withdrawal i have to do 3 micro-doses a day which is hard to measure and is a nuisance (the half life doesn't work the same way in plasma when doses are so small... 2mg was good for almost 24 hours, but 0.08mg only works for 6 hours before I feel it wearing off). It's not psychological, it's the plasma concentration falling below a minimum threshold.
2) it messes with my gut, even at 0.25mg. i still
have to take a low/medium dose of stimulant laxatives once every 5-7 days to keep things from backing up and i feel bloated half the time. i hate this + have to plan my schedule
around "laxative day" (i've tried everything else... osmotic, fiber, exercise, water.. nothing even in combination works well enough to stay off of stimulant laxatives entirely).
3) it reduces energy level, even at this dose + this is not how i want to feel everyday.
Before you say "just suck it up and do it, 0.25mg is nothing"...
... there is a legitimate is a chronic pain issue here (spine / cervical disc). I find suboxone to be better than full agonist opioids for pain, as even 0.25mg keeps the pain mostly away. (it's a wonder drug for pain IMO).
And when I tried stopping from 0.5mg a couple months ago, my back flared up big time within 24 hours. Its the first sign of withdrawal I get, which shouldn't be the case if its just phantom pain.
Is there a way to very very slowly taper? And see whether my spine can "adapt" to the gradual change? Is there some other way to mask the pain if i try cold turkey? (advil is useless)
Ideally I would try to reduce the dose very very gradually from 0.25 to 0.22 to 0.20 and so on, But there's no way to be this precise when the smallest strip size is 2mg.
i tried dissolving a 2mg strip into 2ml of water and pulled it into 2 x 1ml syringes. so, each unit of solution is 0.01mg. But it's hard to be precise when pushing it out of the syringe. I could dissolve it into 10ml of water and pull it into 10 syringes I guess, but then there's a lot of water for a little bit of bupe and it doesn't absorb as well under the tongue.
Really annoying to be 98% of the way through this journey but not have a clear path to 100%...
thanks for reading / sorry for length
I am down to 0.25mg of suboxone a day while
trying to keep chronic back pain in check, but I want a way off of the last bit of subs (I am not taking any other controlled substances now, and do not want to).
I have been on suboxone for 18 months, after a few years of self medicating with opiates. I started subs at 2mg/day, and have been at 0.25mg/day for the last 6 weeks.
I want to get entirely off for a few main reasons
1) to avoid intraday withdrawal i have to do 3 micro-doses a day which is hard to measure and is a nuisance (the half life doesn't work the same way in plasma when doses are so small... 2mg was good for almost 24 hours, but 0.08mg only works for 6 hours before I feel it wearing off). It's not psychological, it's the plasma concentration falling below a minimum threshold.
2) it messes with my gut, even at 0.25mg. i still
have to take a low/medium dose of stimulant laxatives once every 5-7 days to keep things from backing up and i feel bloated half the time. i hate this + have to plan my schedule
around "laxative day" (i've tried everything else... osmotic, fiber, exercise, water.. nothing even in combination works well enough to stay off of stimulant laxatives entirely).
3) it reduces energy level, even at this dose + this is not how i want to feel everyday.
Before you say "just suck it up and do it, 0.25mg is nothing"...
... there is a legitimate is a chronic pain issue here (spine / cervical disc). I find suboxone to be better than full agonist opioids for pain, as even 0.25mg keeps the pain mostly away. (it's a wonder drug for pain IMO).
And when I tried stopping from 0.5mg a couple months ago, my back flared up big time within 24 hours. Its the first sign of withdrawal I get, which shouldn't be the case if its just phantom pain.
Is there a way to very very slowly taper? And see whether my spine can "adapt" to the gradual change? Is there some other way to mask the pain if i try cold turkey? (advil is useless)
Ideally I would try to reduce the dose very very gradually from 0.25 to 0.22 to 0.20 and so on, But there's no way to be this precise when the smallest strip size is 2mg.
i tried dissolving a 2mg strip into 2ml of water and pulled it into 2 x 1ml syringes. so, each unit of solution is 0.01mg. But it's hard to be precise when pushing it out of the syringe. I could dissolve it into 10ml of water and pull it into 10 syringes I guess, but then there's a lot of water for a little bit of bupe and it doesn't absorb as well under the tongue.
Really annoying to be 98% of the way through this journey but not have a clear path to 100%...
thanks for reading / sorry for length