- Jun 18, 2017
So I'm almost six months pregnant and the father of the baby life has fallen apart. He already has a five year son with the prior girlfriend of his. So I feel like he didn't doesn't see or feel the way I do bout our son who I am pregnant with currently... But he decided that financially we are incapable of being able to raise our son well and give him the life he deserves at all and we should let my brother and his wife adopt him and raise him for us. Prior to the most recent events he acted like we are for sure keeping him and doing this together and blah.... Idk what happened honestly... I know he has cheated on me with the first kids mother in the last year multiple times. I feel he still has very strong emotional feelings for her yet. I may be wrong tho. And he does have prior drug issues too. Right now I'm on probation and have a felony till April of 2020 and am limited to with jobs cause of complications with the pregnancy and can't do anything with to much physical activity including standing or sitting up for periods of time. This is my very first child. And I have grown so attached to him of course more so then I ever realized i would. I have no family that cause help support me temporarily or even help me find a new home and help me move. I don't want to lose my son. I feel like I'm up against a wall and have no way to keep him and actually be able to raise himself myself. I don't even have a running vehicle anymore due to my boyfriend claiming he was excellent machanic and that turned out to be an outright lie n ended up murdering my vehicle when I was not home and I have no money in the bank and blah.... I just need some advice or some opinions from a non basis party... Honest answers please....